fed up :(

Im feelin proper shitty not depressed just feel like im wasting my life at the moment. I got put out of work and now i can't work as i got surgery next month and won't be able to walk for about 6-12 weeks so i cant work during that time. And theres a huge employment problem where i am. And no 1 will employ me after my surgery as ive been out of work for sumtime as i got fucked over by the college i thought i was meant to attend last year.

I've always wanted to go abroad as i hate where i live at the moment. I had the oppurtunity to stayin cyprus a few years ago and i wish i did since that every things gone down down down. I just feel like im meant to do more with my life. I just wanna do something i can be proud of. i wanted to volunteer abroad in tsunami hit countries but i didnt. i dunno what im gna do lol. i dnt go moping around or shit like that cos that aint me i just feel a bit not worlthless but like i feel like ive wasted my talent. I dunno what to do or where im going. :-S

Any else just feel like their lives are meant to amount to more?

JOIN THE THE FOREIGHN LEGION...

OR BETTER YET BECOME A COLDSTREAM GUARD....

lmao

OR YOU COULD BECOME A DUSTMAN....


OR GET ON THE ALXEI SAYLES SHOW


OR A SCOUSER

Whatever happenede to that guy I used to get his show over here but not for a long time

WHO WAS THAT FAT BASTARD????

OR WHEN HE SAYS:

"When your workin in television, you might meet PAUL MCCARTNEY and you jast wanna say to him GIMME SOME MONEY YA BASTARD....YA BLOODY GIT!!!

yeah dude i felt like that all the time when i was unemployed for like just over a year....it sucks huh. You should find somthing you enjoy doin to take ur mind off it then when your better get a job or go to college or summin...i started college last september and i love it...make sure if u do go to college u do sumthin ur gunna enjoy..

yea i kno man but i dunno i just feel like a waster lol :(

dude i'm with you the same i fuckin hatte living there in this fucken socity it sucks the bullshit ratrace everyone lives the worrie everytime you get in your car and see a cop you get that feeling fuck all that noise thats why i am leaving this place in june 2006 and moving to india where i can live on a farm and grow my shit without worries of anything at all and my buddy has great hook ups there we live free just have to take care of the land for them. and as for work fuck thats shit i'm handy enough to do anything to get by in the end to live happy stress free and living my life the way its supposed to be lived also with my life love thats right Weed! I love it. anyway Take it easy and good luck on your voyage of life and Enjoy. Ocram

Hey Robert!
I hope your surgery goes well. For the meanwhile theres nothing you can do but rest. So take it easy and when you recover (Weeds good for recovering) start looking for a job. In order for you to say your talent is wasted you have to not do anything and it seems to me you have done a lot, so relax for now. peace! :)

Hey every1

tahnsk for the response i dunno wt 2 do.

Im now wonderin if im depressed. maybe im bein stupid.

I dunno

Darkneons right hun, what can u do whilst ur recovering?! Enjoy urself while you can n smoke up. Nothing to stop you searching the net for jobs in ur area either, you could print off a few cvs n send them out. Atleast that way you might feel like your being more constructive with your time, and eventually u will find a job. It just might tk time. Good luck with the surgery and cheer up :)

robert i know exactly how you feel right now man. I'm in college as a business major and am questioning many of my own motives as to why I choose business. I don't like math at a ll and am not very good at it and business involves a lot of math and accounting type bullshit as well as Economics and other boring things that as a kid i would never have dreamed I would be studying for my CAREER. I'm worried man. I want to do something in music or maybe sociology but those two fields don't usually have a very good job market. I just feel like I'm lost right now on my career path. I think that with the shit inside my head i could make a positive difference in the world. On the path i'm on, I don't know about that.

thanx every1

Im gna chill out wait to have my surgery then whilst im recoverin im gna apply for jobs via the net.

And hopefully the doctors will pile me up with drugs lol :D But theres notin like a Medical Smoke :D:D:D

thanks for all the replies when i have my surgery and around that time ill let every1 kno how everything gets on and lets all hope that fuckin lump gets cut off :P

lol, i think everyone thinks like that sometimes. i used to think that i'd hate to wear a suit and be in the rat-race like all those other lobotomised twats, lol, now i am one! i guess i'm only doing it for the money, it lets me smoke and travel, and i don't have to lick anyone's arse if i don't want to. i guess things just work themselves out (or i'm just to lazy to take control of my life?!)