I must of been a piece of SHIT in my past life!

cuase its all coming back to haunt me now. All my life, shit has gone pretty good, no HUGE problems to bitch about. But ever since i moved to AZ..... FUCK. I had to leave the love of my life in WA while i go to school here. HAD THREE MONTHS left and she gave up, now i am going to go to school here so i am not going back to washington. THEN lost my wallet and shit. Fucking two nights ago basically tripped out and i might have Hypoglycemia (its like diabetese..you shake really bad and studder and crazy shit when you blood sugar is low) Then the places i am staying at are operated by collegiate housing, and they are moving us tomorrow, so i packed all my shit last night things i dont use everyday, watches, basically everything cool, AND everything Jessica has gaven to me and has a very special meanig. Packed it into the trunk of my car.... all the while i didnt know someone watched me, and just waited till night. wake up in the morning HUNGOVER! (friend came from army) go to my car...HOLE IN THE WINDOW. these bastards didnt even take the stereo but broke the window unlocked the door rummaged through everything inside which was nothing really! but since they didnt find anything just fucking punched my heater vents and broke them! then opened the trunk and swooped it all....... you have no idea the emotional shit i am gonig trhough right now...... NO IDEA!

i dont want your pity, i just needed to fucking say something.....DUECES ladies and gents!

Man that fuckin suck's, sorry to hear that happened to you. If I was you and there was any way I could catch those bastard's I'd kill them. lol.

damn my dude that sucks man. sorry. smoke a blunt tomorrows another day

Gangstarr- Moment of Truth

No matta wat we fyace
We mus face de moment of trut baybe

They say it's lonely at the top in whatever you do
You always gotta watch motherfuckers around you
Nobody's invincible no plan is foolproof
We all must meet our moment of truth

The same sheisty cats that you hang with and do your thang with
could set you up and wet you up ..... peep the language
It's universal, you play with fire it may hurt you
or burn you, lessons are blessings you should learn through
Let's face facts, although MC's lace tracks
it doesn't mean behind the scenes there ain't no dirt to trace back
That goes for all of us, there ain't nobody to trust
It's like sabotage, it's got me ready to bust
But I can't jeapordize, what I have done up to this point
So I'ma get more guys, to help me run the whole joint
Cultivate, multiply, motivate, or else we'll die
You know I be the masterof the who what where and why
See when you're shinin, some chumps'll wanna dull ya
Always selfish jealous punks, will wanna pull ya
down, just like some shellfish in a bucket
cause they love it, to see your ass squirm like a worm
But just as you'll receive what is comin to you
Everybody else is gonna get theirs too
I ain't no saint, therefore I cannot dispute
That everyone must meet their moment of truth

Actions have reactions, don't be quick to judge
You may not know the harships people don't speak of
It's best to step back, and observe with couth
For we all must meet our moment of truth

Sometimes you gotta dig deep, when problems come near
Don't fear things get severe for everybody everywhere
Why do bad things happen, to good people?
Seems that life is just a constant war between good and evil
The situation that I'm facin, is mad amazin
to think such problems can arise from minor confrontations
Now I'm contemplatin in my bedroom pacin
Dark clouds over my head, my heart's racin
Suicide? Nah, I'm not a foolish guy
Don't even feel like drinking, or even gettin high
Cause all that's gonna do really, is accelerate
the anxieties that I wish I could alleviate
But wait, I've been through a whole lot of other shit, before
So I oughta be able, to withstand some more
But I'm sweatin though, my eyes are turnin red and yo
I'm ready to lose my mind but instead I use my mind
I put down the knife, and take the bullets out my nine
My only crime, was that I'm too damn kind
And now some skinless motherfuckers wanna take what's mine
But they can't take the respect, that I've earned in my lifetime
And you know they'll never stop the furious force of my rhymes
So like they say, every dog has it's day
And like they say, God works in a mysterious way
So I pray, remembering the days of my youth
As I prepare to meet my moment of truth
"You should know the truth
And the truth shall set you free" --> from _Who's Gonna Take the
Weight?
Yo I got one lyric pointed at your head for start
Another one, is pointed at your weak ass heart
Now if I pull the trigger, on these fully loaded lines
You're gonna wish I woulda pulled a black nine, I mack dimes
Crack the spines of the fake gangsters
Yeah the bitin triflin n....z, and the studio pranksters
Yo lookin at the situation plainly: will you remain G?
Or will you be looked upon strangely?
I reign as the articulator, with the greater data
Revolvin on the TASCAM much doper than my last jam
While others struggle to juggle, tricky metaphors
I explore more, to expose the coreA lot of MC's, act stupid to me
And we have yet to see, if they can match our longevity
But anyway it's just another dayAnother fake jack I slay with my spectac' rap display
Styles, smooth but rugged -- you can't push or shove it
You dig it and you dug it cause like money you love it
The king of monotone, with my own throne
Righteously violent prone my words bring winds like cyclones
Stormin your hideout, blockin out your sunlight
Your image and your business, were truly not done right
Throw up your he-Allah-I now, divine saviors
You got no hand skills there's no security to save ya
No pager, no celly, no drop top Benz-y
I came to bring your phony hip-hop, to an ending
My art of war will leave you sore from the abuse
Cause you must meet your moment of truth

karma will help you my man ;)

ps i hate benzino... not you the old rapper guy lol

cool song tho ^^^

I know you don't want any sympathy, but when it rains...it pours. When problems come, they come at once.

Same with good things that WILL happen to you.

Welcome to life...

Thats what happens when you move to AZ man living here is hell

Just to let everyone know, since i have posted shit. I have gotten SO much better. thought i would let them worried folks know.

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Originally Posted by TheGreatBenzino

Just to let everyone know, since i have posted shit. I have gotten SO much better. thought i would let them worried folks know.

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Great to hear! :clap:

Hope things keep looking up for you.

+rep for moment of truth, one of my fav hip hop songs ever... cheer up man the good will come around again

"Sometimes you gotta dig deep, when problems come near
Don't fear things get severe for everybody everywhere"

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Originally Posted by TheGreatBenzino

THEN lost my wallet and shit.

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Just go back to the bar, you were at. It worked for me, in Saratoga, NY.

edit: Okay, this was yesterday and you're feeling fine, now.

I guess, you found your wallet.

Yes, you WERE a piece of shit. You pushed me down in 1255, ass-hole, and I haven't forgiven you.

WOW its been a while, I havent been on this shit for sooooooo long! Well life is DOPE! I live with four people who are of age, so i party constantly, The ladies have taken a liking to my new style. I am sitting in the PHEONIX airport and I am about to embark on a 24 day adventure to my home town. As some of you may remember, that whole story of that one girl and BLAH BLAH BLAH i was gay, was WAY attached. But she is reggretting being a DOUCHE and leaving so she wants to talk. HAHAHAHAHAHA what a joke. SO I am planning on having the best time of my life while home, So i made a decision.. I am going to post each day that is worth talking about on here for you all to read. Just thought I would let you know... I am sure you all are SOOO CURIOUS. hahaha. PAYYYYYCE i'll probably write one about my first day FURSURE>