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So as life progresses we begin to have this story. We have experiances that lead to other experiances. Friends that lead to more friends. And exs who lead to more exs. I guess what im trying to say is that in life everything comes in full. Their is many of one thing. And for us to limit ourselfs is rideclious. To hide behind a wall just because we feel safe. Life to me is about taking that extra step pushing myself to that next extreme. Proving to myself that i can do this.

Everyone has a story of life and With success, and also what they have failed at. Not many can learn from their mistakes but it's a good habbit to pick up on...

So whats ur story of life? How does life move you? Does it slow you down? or do you keep running with it? :thumbsup:

the story of my life would be so long i'd be here an hour... and probably envoke alot more feelings then i'd be able to handle.... lets just say i've had one fucked up life up until the last 3 years or so... not a whole lot of success in my story either... =/

I always like to believe that I try and learn from my mistakes. Sometimes I do and sometimes I dont. The bad thing is some of the most important times that I should learn from them I don't when it counts. But the only thing you can really do is keep pushing yourself like you said man to the next extreme. There is so much out there that anyone can do and there is so much you can change in an instant in your life it is ridiculous not to and not to try new things every day. Who knows maybe you will stumble across something that really makes your day go great, or someone that makes the rest of your life a lot easier. Live your life and laugh a lot.

good...I needed a place to vent

at this point, time is endless

Ive got many years to live, yet I have no clue where I will be in 5 years

Im stuck on the idea that perspective may be changed and distorted to better fit any kind of lifestyle...but its hard to follow

My girlfriend just left for college today, and Im really bummed out...I wont get to see her until I can scrape up enough money for a drive 2 hours away = (

on top of that, im an extremely jealous person...so that sucks

I got suspended from my college for a semester and everyone has moved back in....i really miss everyone there and the good times I had....another thing that is making me depressed

Right now, nothings looking too exciting...

Ive literally got 0 friends to hang out with and talk to

Ive got friends...but none I actually talk to everyday

that was my girlfriend...she was my best friend....we hung out everyday, talked everyday....now shes gone

I can only hope she doesnt fall in love with someone in college...I thank God that in the final days of us seeing each other, she really showed me she loved me and really cared for me...otherwise Id be completely paranoid about her leaving me..

Its been cloudy the past week, im waiting for the sun to come out....its almost like a metaphor

Ive got no motivation to do anything except sit, think, and be depressed. I WANT motivation...I want to be motivated so strong that Ive got nothing else on my mind except completing that goal...

Im attempting to establish a pattern in life...I want to start hiking, swimming, reading, and writing more music. But first, I need a JOB.

I think ive almost got one at Dunkin Donuts so thats good...but if I dont get it...ill be back to square 1 dwelling on the worst of things...

Im trying to control my perspective on life, and look at the bright side of things...but ive never really been an optimistic person....and ive always been lonely...which is ironic for me because....I cant stand being alone

alone, sums up my problems....

i could write a novel

acowi...
im going through the EXACT same thing as you. Im sorry man it's terrible. Im tearing up just thinking about it ... i always do. Ive been a reck all week. My boyfirend is best friend . i hang out with him everyday, im depressed if i wake up and hes not next to me. i fall asleep with him everynight even if he has to go home i fall asleep early wen its just us lol and idk how imgoign to do that with out him. im not jealous but i pray he doesnt fall in love with someone else while hes at colege 6 fucking hours away. its really rough. i too have a lot of friends, but no one i talk or see evryday like him. (or have sex with hehe) plus all of them are going to college, or jail, or rehab........ and the people who are around me live in the burbs about a half hour away from me so i cant see them everyday like i did in highschool. sorry for yet another rant. its been a rough month. fuckkk im crying now i need a fucking blunt

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and i know a lot of you are going to be all well he doesnt treat u that great be glad its over ....... but im sure many of you know what it's like to be in a very yo yoed relationship. and lately its been good, im fianlly being appriciated, and of course thats wen its ends.

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Originally Posted by 420MissHighTimes420

i could write a novel

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I could write 3 :p

Long story short:

was born, then elementry school, got made fun of, middle school, was popular, high school, tried to shoot up the school 2 times, got locked up, CANCER, was put in mental hospital, got onto meds for bipolar and schizo, parents put me on online schooling, THEN my life got good, met John sometime in there too,

Now im in college and John and I are together and engaged. All is good right now.

I wouldn't even know where to start. I have been through so much in my short 22 years of life, and some things I try not to even think about. I'm just now sharing some of my memories with my husband. But things have been great for the last 3 years. I have a wonderful life and great friends. What more could a person need? I've learned some kind of life lesson from all of my experiences. I know where I've been, and I damn sure know where I want to go in life. Nowhere but up:)

Gotta stay positive...everything will work out in time;)

My woman says I should write a book about my life. Being a lazy mofo, I told her *she* should write it, and I'd split the profits with her. ;)

Well what is life to all of you whats it mean to you? Do you hold it high in your hands and grasp it? or do you let it slip through gradualy until youv lost all concept..

Life is very important to me. Especially since I had cancer. I know just how important it is considering I almost lost it.

Wow guys, thanks for the motivation, I'm gonna stop procrastinating and go sign up for classes. :thumbsup:

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Wow guys, thanks for the motivation, I'm gonna stop procrastinating and go sign up for classes. :thumbsup:

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GOOD FOR YOU !!!... Keep the flow going..

Hmm my life should be a soap opera. Dad walked out when I was 3, never saw him again. My mom slept with pretty much every man who was nice to her, is an alcoholic, and we moved back in with my grandparents. My grandparents were the ones who really raised me. As soon as my mom and I moved out when I was 9, my grandmother had a mental breakdown, and my grandfather came down with cancer when I was 10. Mom married a 57 year old when she was 40, and I got myself the fuck out of there. That's just the dysfunctional-family stuff, I'm not even going to touch my problems :)

I would not know where to start.

This is the G version. I don't feel like "bragging" about anything negative if most likely no one will believe me. lol and besides, all that negative stuff is stupid.


I was raised in a confused home. Three young people learning about life.
I learned a lot of negative -stuff- on the "streets".
It affected my school work. It affected my home and family.
I left home and school.
I learned about reality, the hard way.
I came back to my family.
I learned how to love and how to think positively.
And here I am.:) and i'm only 20.

what keeps me going???
Love, laughter, joy and the pursuit of happiness.
I expect certain little things to change but if i keep the mentality I have now, during this clear time in my life, it will shine through the dark times.
I just can't forget what I've reflected about and learned.
I can't get discouraged and I can't let any small details change the course of my happiness.

As far as my lifes story.. it made me who I am today. I am happy with who I am as a person, and if thats what I had to go through to become this then I can accept that. I roll with the flow and the punches.. I let the small shit roll off my back and get left in the dust of my tracks.

The meaning of life to me is this: The search for ultimate enlightenment, the forming of connections between people, the progression towards the next step in evolution. Doing my part to further the lifespan of our species for the greater good.

My story:

I took no risks and played everything safe for a long time. It worked but it wasn't fun. Now I have changed.

BTW I can't wait to go back to college. I've had enough of parents for a while. I can't really smoke at home either. It's not fun being paranoid about getting caught all the time.

I love your avatar Grazi

My Story:

I don't regret anything I've done, and am currently trying to improve my life; but failing, and trying again.

ive been through a lot, like every person, no one goes through life with out some serious shit happening to them. im happy about all of the terrible things people have done to me and the teribble things i have done to myself, ive had a crazy ass life and wouldnt no where to start if i wanted to tell my story. but i went through a lot of serious shit befor i was 17 and Im happy I did because Id rather be a fucked up teenager and learn the hard lessons now then to have to deal with it as an adult. some people I know are so sheltered and have of course had there shit, but some not much at all, and they are boring, and will pry be messed up when there older.

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Originally Posted by THClord

My story:

I took no risks and played everything safe for a long time. It worked but it wasn't fun. Now I have changed.

BTW I can't wait to go back to college. I've had enough of parents for a while. I can't really smoke at home either. It's not fun being paranoid about getting caught all the time.

I love your avatar Grazi

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Hey thanks, it loves you too :D Unless youre a bat.. then its looking around delusionally for you :p

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Originally Posted by 420MissHighTimes420

acowi...
im going through the EXACT same thing as you. Im sorry man it's terrible. Im tearing up just thinking about it ... i always do. Ive been a reck all week. My boyfirend is best friend . i hang out with him everyday, im depressed if i wake up and hes not next to me. i fall asleep with him everynight even if he has to go home i fall asleep early wen its just us lol and idk how imgoign to do that with out him. im not jealous but i pray he doesnt fall in love with someone else while hes at colege 6 fucking hours away. its really rough. i too have a lot of friends, but no one i talk or see evryday like him. (or have sex with hehe) plus all of them are going to college, or jail, or rehab........ and the people who are around me live in the burbs about a half hour away from me so i cant see them everyday like i did in highschool. sorry for yet another rant. its been a rough month. fuckkk im crying now i need a fucking blunt

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and i know a lot of you are going to be all well he doesnt treat u that great be glad its over ....... but im sure many of you know what it's like to be in a very yo yoed relationship. and lately its been good, im fianlly being appriciated, and of course thats wen its ends.

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its hard being alone and depressed....

i know what you mean about waking up without em tho..

My girl spent the night the last two weeks she was here...I got used to waking up with her...

Now shes gone = (

I know you and your bf were going through tough times just like me and my girlfriend were....

and just like you....we were just starting to really appreciate the love and friendship we shared....she is what i live for....literally....funny i can say that

if i lose her....all hope will be gone

sorry youve got to go through that

Im really Edie Sedgwick !

Im gonna kick Andy Warhols Ass!!

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Originally Posted by Acouwaila

its hard being alone and depressed....

i know what you mean about waking up without em tho..

My girl spent the night the last two weeks she was here...I got used to waking up with her...

Now shes gone = (

I know you and your bf were going through tough times just like me and my girlfriend were....

and just like you....we were just starting to really appreciate the love and friendship we shared....she is what i live for....literally....funny i can say that

if i lose her....all hope will be gone

sorry youve got to go through that

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thats what i thought too about my gf. and then she was gone, but life goes on. mary jane helped me stay sane. :rastasmoke: