A bit long.. but interesting.
Okay, last night I had a dream that I was with a group of people girls and boys my age... and im really high right now.. and I was was blown last night. but I could clearly remember this part in my dream that we were all on an airplane and the pilot had just taken off, but didnt get enough lift time and we we're closing in on a large building and he couldnt pick up. so everyone knew we we're going to die like 10 before it happened.. and lemme tell you it was the weirdest 10sec i've had in any dream... basically the girl sitting next to me did'nt scream.. she just said in a sarcastic voice "oh man"... and no one screamed.. people we're like.. well it's over.. and in my head I was in awe that this was it... I'm staring at my inevitable death, I felt somewhat scared but at the sametime so releived... this was it, "Im dying!" I thought... like all the answers I've wanted to know we're going to be answered.. See, Im a strong believer in that something's gotta happen when you die.. Well, the plane crasheed.. and I didn't feel pain, my whole body just felt strange and in a numb state and everything went black... and then I was in a room.. with everyone else that had died.. it was a dark room with some light, and it was huge.. we we're talking about.. wow we're dead I can't believe it.. and we were going up some stairs and when I got up on the second floor I remembered about my family and how this would tear them apart that their youngest son had died in a plane crash.. and I almost felt like crying, then I woke up. In my head I thought.. "Thank God this was a dream... wow" I felt so relieved.. then thought "I hope I get part 2 of this" and went back to bed.
That's a strange dream, I know some people say that you can't die in a dream or something.. But I sure have a couple times in mine.. Once I got shot the fuck up outside my house by machine guns.. and I went numbish too.. and everything was slipping from me in the dream as well.. though I woke up right after.. this airplane one id the first one where I died completely and actually went to another place. I think that the intense emotions I got when I realized that that's it.. Im gone and my family we're going to suffer and I'm not going to see anyone anymore that i love must've woken me up.. But have any of you had a weird dream like this.. where you died? I was high as hell the whole day before i went to bed and I was also drinking some beers... needless to say, I felt like I was on some trippy tranquilizers.. I had thoughts all day questioning reality, and though sometimes I feel that MJ is fucking with me psychologically.. I just shrug and ride her all day... just contemplating how this plant makes you see the world in so many strange and altered perceptions.. It really makes me think.. We don't know a damn thing about reality... the "TRUTH"... sorry I've talked so much..I feel like I'm on a thought wave now.. so let me stop typing. hehe hope you guys understood that. Peace... One Love <3
