what the hell is this about, whenever I smoke I start feeling mad and sad. When I first started smoking it wasn't like this. Has anyone ever had this experience. I don't mean to be a downer :hippy::hippy:
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what the hell is this about, whenever I smoke I start feeling mad and sad. When I first started smoking it wasn't like this. Has anyone ever had this experience. I don't mean to be a downer :hippy::hippy:
If it makes you feel that way I would stop smoking it.
For me it is more fun and free than anything.
Weed should not be an escape it is more like an enhancement.
so its making me feel that way because its how I really feel?
Gosh I really do not know.
I do know in my life if I smoke around sketchy people I get paranoid.
If I am depressed before I smoke it can add to that depression.
I usually use weed as a reward or when I am happy.
I can't answer for you. Perhaps someone else knows.
Weed 'acts' differently for everyone...some people its great, not so good for others. Take a break for a while and start up again, depending on how you feel after is your choice whether to carry on smoking or not.
Also it could be the type of weed your smoking, i mean i used to get weed from one guy and it made me feel horrible then i'd get it from a different guy the next time and it would be great, so possibly try getting a different strain or from a different dealer.
I stopped smoking for a few months so now Im a complete lightweight, its great.:thumbsup:
but when I was smoking everyday it wouldnt be a sigh of relief when I was about to smoke but a sigh of , oh this again.
I tend to agree that it enhances however you are feeling as eriwct said. There are also different reactions to different strains etc so you may want to try a different type of weed and see.
geez I just want to go back to the good old days! lol
yea i no what your talkin about, i felt like that for a while when i was smokin, it just acked as motivation for me to get my shit done(homwork, cleanin, work, anthing i felt bad about not doin)Quote:
Originally Posted by shoebaby1
the feeling goes away, plus i got sooo much shit done while smokin :thumbsup:
Yeah...I used to think about things in my life that stressed me out way too much....
When I was high I wouldn't even think about it and it would only make it wayyy worse.
i feel that way sumtimes wen i smoke but then i listen to some good music and think of good shit.
maybe your going through something right now in your life, and when your stoned your emotions take control. i get like that sometime. My mother passed away almost 4 years ago and sometimes when i get stoned i will do endless thinking of her. Or when iv had a bad day i can get sad ... so maybe your just going through shit right now... i dont know about the whole stop smoking thing.. maybe take it easy.. every other day .. see how things go
man! i am with you 100%. i was like that it s all about who youre with man! be with hella fun people and just do shit tahts awesome. dont feel bad just let loose!
ive been experiencing these bad highs recently and its starting to ruin the quality and outlook of my life. first, let me address that ive been smoking for a few years and never had a bad time up until 4 months ago. since then ive started to get really down on myself, felt paranoid, felt stressed out about problems that i think i have, felt out of control, afraid of what people thought about me and just overall shitty when i get high.. i was really trippin out because i never felt like this b4 so instead of quitting for a while, which i thought was probably the best thing to do, i continued to smoke to sort of"challenge" myself and to hopefully to get out of this "funk" i was in because i really miss the fun times..i thought of it as "manning up" to it because i felt like i was on some sissy shit.. that was a dumb move on my part.. my highs got worst... smoking with my friends became a nightmare.. i felt like they were all siting there judging and talking shit about me.. I became really irritated and would blow up on them if i felt they were looking at me wrong, almost causing a fight sometimes... they mustve thought i was an idiot or something... i felt really dumb afterward... i tried to smoke with other people and other groups of friends, but still the same feelings of paranoia, awkwardness, and irritableness came about... i felt like my "reputation" was ruined and i felt like i had lost the respect of others.. anyway sorry to go off on my social status or whatever but even when i smoked by myself i still felt shitty. i would think of all the bad times i had, thought about all the negatives in my life, and jus ended up hating myself...it was like my mind was stuck in quicksand of negative thoughts... at first i only felt like this when i was high, but these feelings and thoughts started to become me. i felt depressed and even suicidal for weeks after i stoped smoking. i lost my self-esteem and life was miserable.. i wish to enjoy it one day again but thats seems impossible with the way my mind set is... its obvious that i should jus stop smokin it altogether, which i have been doing and i am starting to feel like myself again, but will i ever enjoy it again????
yes you will enjoy toking again give it like 6 months to a year... i went through the same thing after i messed up on some unmentionables, messed with my brain chemistry i think.. but after 6 months i was able to get high and enjoy myself again. Iv been smokin for years.. and when i was unable to smoke it sucked but it wasnt worth feeling the way i was ( same as you).. so just keep your head up and know everything will turn out good no matter what comes along..:thumbsup: