I can't stand it anymore.

Im done! With love with life with all the bullshit. I just can't take it anymore, the feelings of inadequacy and what not that seem to arise when i talk to a certain someone. I know I shouldn't let a woman dictate my actions but I have no clue what to do. I just want to leave my life and start a new no matter what the cost. It feels like I can't move on with all of these mementos staring me in the face as if they were mocking me. I sometimes want to fake my own death and move to Germany and call it a day. Anyways if anyone could help id appreciate it if not eah i guess I wasn't worth the time. It wouldn't be the first time my prayers fell on deaf ears. peace, Love, and Harmony!:hippy:

dude...

All waves come in sets. All rivers flow to the sea. Don't be so foolish as to resist the great magnet.

I promise you this: things will change.

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Originally Posted by Polymirize

dude...

All waves come in sets. All rivers flow to the sea. Don't be so foolish as to resist the great magnet.

I promise you this: things will change.

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Good advice. Things do change at a rapid pace..just keep up.

Honey, you're at a low point right now, it WILL pass! Obviously, you are with the wrong person- relationships only survive if there is a flow of positive energy between the two involved. "Feelings of inadequacy" should not be occurring- a good relationship strengthens both people!

Sadly, some people "get off" on destroying others or controlling other's lives to the point of virtual enslavement. Could this lady by one of those? If she is...maybe you'd better run!

Faking your death is a bit melodramatic, doncha think? Just move to another state (or even just another city). Unless this gal is rich and obsessive, she would likely just look for someone else to "play" with. Much easier to find another partner, than to track someone down.

You don't mention kids, so I am assuming that there are none involved. They change everything, of course.

The stuff is just stuff. Very little of it is really worth anything- if a fire came along and burned it all, but you got out, surviving by the skin of your teeth, you'd count yourself as lucky! You'd miss and mourn the stuff for a while, but stuff can be replaced- you can't! Honey, that woman is "burning" your spirit. Is the stuff worth it?

In the meantime, Granny suggests going alone to a secluded open area (park, forest, beach, desert, etc.) with a couple of fatties and sit down and have a LONG, SERIOUS think! What do you want? What do you NEED? And are you getting it?

Take care of your self.- Granny:hippy:

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Originally Posted by Billionfold

The two things we all have in common:

We're born, we'll die.

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Thanks for that nugget of valuable information
I never even knew that. LOL

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Put down the pipe fool! :jointsmile:

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It is time to re-up. So I am straight right now...

For you...pick up the pipe fool. :jointsmile:

I was so fucked up omg I had no Idea. Im sorry for bringing my personal life on line. Idk I just needed to vent in a safe environment. Thanks for being there in my time of need.

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Originally Posted by Polymirize

dude...

All waves come in sets. All rivers flow to the sea. Don't be so foolish as to resist the great magnet.

I promise you this: things will change.

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Things definately change.. some of it you can control some of it you can't. Thats life, love it.

That's life. It's a lot of fun, isn't it. :p

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Originally Posted by Billionfold

The two things we all have in common:

We're born, we'll die.

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Lol, we have more things in common then 2 :jointsmile:

When I am down it always helps me to think that God is angry at me and is seeking vengeance.

He will keep me around just so he can mess with me. Kind of like a life long torcher chamber. He will extract his revenge in a slow and methodical way.

That always cheers me up.

Seriously dude it is just a girl. There is a planet full of beautiful girls.

There is no reason that you cant move anywhere. If there is a reason you have just been given a goal to achieve. Your life now has meaning.

Good luck!