The loss of a fellow stoner

At around 6:00 p.m. yesterday, my close friend Adam comitted suicide. Ive never dealt with death in my life, ive never lost anyone close to me, and i cant stop thinking of him. He had left his new Papa Roach cd at my house a couple weeks before and i never bothered to listen to it(never been a big fan). But today i remembered i had it, i put it in rotation and burnt a big fatty bowl in his memory. the cd kinda scared me because it seemed like Adam had written the words and Jacoby was singing them. It explained his life in great detail. And i dont wanna hear anyone saying that they think he is stupid for what he did, only he knows why he did it.

So everyone take a fat rip for my buddy, and fellow stoner Adam:rastabong:
R.I.P Adam B.
Ill see u some day homie

Sorry to hear that.

When you are always falling in holes, one day you will fall in the hole your friend was in. Luckily I somehow got out of it, and I understand suicide completely now. You can never judge someone who has taken their own life because if you are then you obviously don't know how utterly scary of a situation being there can be, and how all perception of reality is gone save for the tiny voice you still have left yelling at yourself "why won't this end. why won't this end. why won't this end. how can i make this end. nothing i've ever done has ever helped....why won't this end..."


Cheers Adam B., at least you have escaped the darkness :giveflower:

R.I.P Adam my next joint/bowl/vape is for you Adam.

Rest-in-Peace-Adam

Its-too-bad-you-weren't-able-to-live-in-peace

RIP adam. its hard when you lose a friend

I'm gonna blaze my last bit of weed just for him...I definatley know what feeling suicidal thoughts/attempts are like and I can just say I don't think its the answer...But try not to linger on it to much and make sure to keep the memory of him alive(that kinda sounds like an oxymoron...infact I think it is) anyways sucks to lose another stoner.

im real sorry to hear that man. My grandfather just passed this morning, thats nothing like loosing a good buddy tho, my condolences. Atleast he is at peace with himself now. RIP Adam

Shit man, I'm really sorry to here that. I've never been seriously suicidal, but there have been a few times where I could see it happening, and theres not much worse than that feeling.

I'm seriously sorry man. Adam, may you rest in piece man.

sorry to hear that man. at least u have memorys. R.I.P.

R.I.P. Adam........this bowls for you. See you on the other side.

sorry to hear about you're loss
it's tough loosing close friends

This j is for a fallen fellow smoker
Remember the good and learn from the bad
R.I.P

I can't imagine what your going through. I dont know what i'd do if I lost one of my close friends.

Adam you'll be missed.. take care.

I'm sorry you lost your friend. Just try and remember that what ever he was going through is over now for him. He doesnt have to feel the pain that pushed him to do it. I've been where he was, and its one of the scariest things anyone can deal with. I'll be smoking one for Adam tonight.

One of my good friends attempted suicide a couple times. I'm so glad she made it past that point, because things got a lot better for her. If anyone ever feels like that, remember that things will get better. And people need to realize that if they feel like that, their true friends will be more than willing to talk to them.

I'm really sorry to hear about your friend. But, he's in a better place, smoking better herb.

This next bowl is for Adam.
You'll be in our thoughts, dude.

My condolences R.I.P Adam. Burning a bowl for ya right now:jointsmile:

I'm so sorry you lost your friend, may he rest in peace.

The last time I lost a friend was 2 yrs & 2 months ago and it still hurts and doesn't seem real. I feel for you, grief sucks. Hang in there, k

R.I.P

RIP my man - this buds for you.

sorry to here that.i lost a good pal last xmas its shit.blaze a big blunt for him on his birthdays:thumbsup:

shit man, that's so harsh. Good vibes out to friends and family, hope you all find the right ways to deal with this.

I feel sorry for Adam, it's a fucked up place when you feel like you have to take your own life, it's just a shame he went all the way.

Peace to all, this bowl's for Adam B.

Burning it up for him in a few minutes, peaaace out adam.

RIP Adam

Sometime you really never know how important a real friend is,..you just realize that their important when their gone,... so everybody lets give love to all our friends b4 its too late,..


My condolences man, may he rest in peace,..

Smoking A bowl right now for him...R.I.P.