DRY for the first time in eight months...

First time since August that I've only smoked one time in a day...and I'm out now. ARGH.

My guy's guy had lasic (spelling?) surgery yesterday so he couldn't get anything, so I'm waiting. Only till tomorrow, so I'm not that bad off, but this night has been BAD!

I bite my nails when I can't smoke, and I don't really get hungry, and I am awfully tense, so I just feel like shit right now! Maybe a little bit of detox will be good for me, but I'm still having a hard night.

I focus more on being away from my boyfriend and my family when I can't smoke, too, and I get sad because of that, which just adds to the badness of the day. I'm so lonely without him!

I'm not having a good night. :( :(

its ok vile, we can be dry together!

i havent had any weed for like 5 days... it seems like an eternity tho.

everyone i know is somewhere for spring break so theyre arent any parties where i could bum hits off someone. and nobody is around to smoke with. i guess im just gonna have to wait til monday and buy a sack then.

the worst part is im so bored and i have nothing to do, and being high would these times so much more bearable.

i feel your pain

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Originally Posted by Professor Dan K.

its ok vile, we can be dry together!

i havent had any weed for like 5 days... it seems like an eternity tho.

everyone i know is somewhere for spring break so theyre arent any parties where i could bum hits off someone. and nobody is around to smoke with. i guess im just gonna have to wait til monday and buy a sack then.

the worst part is im so bored and i have nothing to do, and being high would these times so much more bearable.

i feel your pain

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I know, I'm so bored! I want to go to bed cause I don't have anything to do.

if you are that stuck on weed, a break might be a good idea

yeah no offense dude...if ur that dependent on weed u should take a break.

I know, which is why the line saying that maybe a bit of detox would be good for me was in there.

And its not like I am smoking to forget a shitty situation that is my fault and really bad for me and taking me nowhere, I smoke to not focus so much on the fact that while I am slaving away here for my education I have to be away from the four people in the world who I really care deeply about.

I still know that I have do have a physical addiction, but I also have an oral fixation (I am so gonna get shit for that, but that is what it is called!!), which is where the nail biting comes from. I chew pens, as well, and bite my nails till I am just biting skin, and that's all the time, not just when I am sober.

sounds to me like you love your weed like others love their cigs. no worries. i usually take naps and go for drives when im out and need to pass time. youll be higher from the little break. good luck on the re-up

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Originally Posted by mattks1

sounds to me like you love your weed like others love their cigs. no worries. i usually take naps and go for drives when im out and need to pass time. youll be higher from the little break. good luck on the re-up

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Yay, someone who doesn't think I'm awful...:)

I don't smoke cigs, I never drink, this is my only vice.

And thanks! :)

Listen to some John Lennon, he'll get you through.

I was in the same position as you 2 days ago.

My stash ran out before our estimated day, and the guy we go to for emergencies couldn't get us any so we ended up having to wait.

Picked up a little bag the day after, being sober wasn't that bad. I'd been smoking 2 maybe 3 times a day / night for about a month or two.

It's been good to me, it takes the boredom away and the signs of depression and anxiety away.

Today I finally get a large stash so I'm finally gonna be able to smoke when I want to, been craving a blunt for a while.

Well, hope you get as lucky as I have soon and get yourself a nice stash.

Later.

Hell, being sober is a trip itself after smoking every day ;)

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Think you're dry? :(

dude i know what you mean... i love being high and its very comforting to know that you have some right now. when you dont have any its like your vunerable.

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I still know that I have do have a physical addiction, but I also have an oral fixation (I am so gonna get shit for that, but that is what it is called!!), which is where the nail biting comes from. I chew pens, as well, and bite my nails till I am just biting skin, and that's all the time, not just when I am sober.

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Weed isn't physically addicting tho, if anything your mentally addicited. Most the time when i'm dry its ok untill i actually think about it thats when i want to smoke bad. Try not to think about it but then again if you don't want to then you couldn't post cause when ever i'm on this site all i can think about is a fat blunt in my hand, and when i see pictures of bud that looks soooooo good omg it sucks. Just try not to think about that shit till you re-up good luck untill then tho.:jointsmile:

Yeah, I'm dry too, and it sucks. I just smoked the last of my purp last night. Got high as shit, but I'm dry. But, I'll be getting about a quart when I go back to school, then I'll try to score an O. god I would be in heaven if I got an O. I don't smoke to much, maybe once or twice a day So it would last me FOREVER.

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Weed isn't physically addicting tho, if anything your mentally addicited. Most the time when i'm dry its ok untill i actually think about it thats when i want to smoke bad. Try not to think about it but then again if you don't want to then you couldn't post cause when ever i'm on this site all i can think about is a fat blunt in my hand, and when i see pictures of bud that looks soooooo good omg it sucks. Just try not to think about that shit till you re-up good luck untill then tho.:jointsmile:

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No, there is definitely a physical addiction. I can't eat when I don't smoke, because I don't ever get hungry. I ate one meal yesterday, cause I just couldn't even swallow anything. When I can't smoke for long periods, like a week or more, I get jittery and tense.

Physical dependence just means that you have physical withdrawal symptoms when detoxing, which I definitely do.

I have an extremely addictive personality, though - I get addicted to everything very easily.

And I know there is also a psychological dependence, as well, which is where the boredom and nervousness come from.

STOP SMOKING FOR A WHILE, not just one day

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Originally Posted by Pshamous

STOP SMOKING FOR A WHILE, not just one day

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Um...no? Why should I? Like I said, its not as though I am a burn out who just sits at home all day and smokes, and weed isn't ruining my life or anything. It just makes it harder to not miss my boyfriend and family when I am sober.

And its not like I am the only person on this board who is addicted to weed, and I don't have any other vices like drinking or smoking cigs, so I don't really think its a huge deal.