Could be going away for a while again :(

reefer, sam, robert, green port and skink its good to be back lol but i cant see me lasting very long now because my life is pretty fucked up atm so im having trouble giving a fuck about anything...long story, i may be able to laugh about it all soon but im scared it may all be going downhill. as you may know im generally a heppy person n i usually look on the bright side of life but atm my life is a fucking eclipse. Sitting hear crying ma eyes out and knowing i cant talk to anyone about it, the stupid thing is it may all be over nothing!

Anyways i will be around for a bit but if this goes the way i think it might then i will probz just hide in a dark room sumwhere n die, cause thats all i will want to do!

Soz to go on lol n im sure loads of you are to stoned to even try n read all this lol but just thought i would let a few of ya know how ma life is atm.

some things havent changed tho, ma moodswings. 10 mins ago i was in tears n now im sitting hear laughing while im writing these last few paragraphs. fuck knows lol maybe im just a fuckup!

whatevers clever lil josh

Sorry to hear about the bad stuff going on man, I truly wish things clear up for you!! Don't give up!

its not that bad, trust me, Ive been through worse as many of us others have, just take a break and get away from everything and clear your mind, it will be okay, your having a bad month, were everything you do is wrong, where everyone bitches at you for nothing, you want to die because your so overwhelmed with problems that you cant fix. just get away from it all, clear your mind, think, and face your problems with a fresh mind, it may take a while, but it will be worth it in the end. peace is everything :thumbsup:

No sweat,,,deal with it the best you can...

Life is one ordeal after another. Your not truely living if your not feeling pain, you have to have the pain in order to ever truely know what happiness is! Think about it, if you had a life clear of all misery. how would you know what it feels like to have pain rip at your every escence! how could you know if your truley happy if you have never experience the other side of the spectrum.

We all go through shit in different ways at different times of our lives. Some people deal with more shit in different areas, and not so much in others. Same shit different piles, but in the end its all the same shit.

Lil josh I do not pretend to understand what you are going through at the moment! we are all going through shit, some more intense then other I sure, hell I'm going through a divorce, but I'm sure there are other out there going through harder shit then that at the moment! Just do what ya have to do, but don't give up..we all have to sort through the shit to get to the good stuff in life! I hope you can get past what your going through. Death is never a solution for a temeprary problem..or even any problem.

Sorry Mods for my excessive useage of shit in this post ;)

yo man u forgot to mention me.. its okay im not mad just keep smokin the good stuff!:stoned:

keep your head up lil josh its just a bad chapter in your book of life,you'll soon turn the page to the next chapter.i raise this j i'm smokin to you and wish you all the best.

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its not that bad, trust me, Ive been through worse as many of us others have, just take a break and get away from everything and clear your mind, it will be okay, your having a bad month, were everything you do is wrong, where everyone bitches at you for nothing, you want to die because your so overwhelmed with problems that you cant fix. just get away from it all, clear your mind, think, and face your problems with a fresh mind, it may take a while, but it will be worth it in the end. peace is everything :thumbsup:

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Are you hiding in my house?

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Are you hiding in my house?

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Im in the attic drinking all your bear, eating your chips,

The great thing about being male is the ability to shrug off most of the shit that comes your way. Everynow and then on a rare occasion this ability is compromised after life has relentlessly got you down for a while and you feel emotionally vulnuerable for a short while. Go out and reinforce your ego, your a cool sexy dude that can accomplish anything FUCK YEAH!!!

you'll forget about this in no time, hope the stoned advice helps

Yeah man... keep going! Dont give up! Soon youll be fine again. Remember there is a night of darkness between two sunny days! Everything will pass, and then the dawn will come for you again!
And never forget:

When I find myself in times of trouble,
Mother Mary comes to me,
Whispering words of wisdom:
Let it Be. :thumbsup::jointsmile:

you lot make me laugh, thats why i love this site lol!

Good to see LIP is back hes just got that blunt no nonsences ' im stoned your wrong its like this' attitude lol

Basically im going for std testing 2moz...thats the most i wana say about the matter atm :)

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Are you hiding in my house?

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Sometimes i come across your posts Mrs.Greenjeans and think exactly the same. I won't be surprised to come home from work one day and see your screen named still logged in when i come to post.Okay i'm exaggerating slightly, but you do remind me of someone :)

lil josh, i'm glad you're back dude, you're one funny kid. Remember not to let life get you too down though man, remember time passes and things change. don't let whats going on with you now dig you too far into depression or anything like that.:smokin:

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Im in the attic drinking all your bear, eating your chips,

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My bear?

We about to fight ovah dose chips. I luvs me some chips.

you sound bi-polar you should smoke more weed :p

Cheer up dude. The way i see life is that in the long run, any shit thats upsetting you now is pretty insignificant in the grand scheme of your life. Theres always light at the end of the tunnel if you persevere.

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reefer, sam, robert, green port and skink its good to be back lol but i cant see me lasting very long now because my life is pretty fucked up atm so im having trouble giving a fuck about anything...long story, i may be able to laugh about it all soon but im scared it may all be going downhill. as you may know im generally a heppy person n i usually look on the bright side of life but atm my life is a fucking eclipse. Sitting hear crying ma eyes out and knowing i cant talk to anyone about it, the stupid thing is it may all be over nothing!

Anyways i will be around for a bit but if this goes the way i think it might then i will probz just hide in a dark room sumwhere n die, cause thats all i will want to do!

Soz to go on lol n im sure loads of you are to stoned to even try n read all this lol but just thought i would let a few of ya know how ma life is atm.

some things havent changed tho, ma moodswings. 10 mins ago i was in tears n now im sitting hear laughing while im writing these last few paragraphs. fuck knows lol maybe im just a fuckup!

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Yo man, thanks for the mention. Sorry to hear your going through whatever you're going through. Try to think positive. What ever happened with you and ur g/f and the baby situation?

all the best to u man cheer up bro

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you lot make me laugh, thats why i love this site lol!

Good to see LIP is back hes just got that blunt no nonsences ' im stoned your wrong its like this' attitude lol

Basically im going for std testing 2moz...thats the most i wana say about the matter atm :)

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Cheers mate.

If it's what im guessing, i went through a scare just like you. I raise my joint, and pray to Jah for you, you'll come out the other side with a giant grin, and a joint of the finest herb.

Goodluck bro, :jointsmile: