so i posted this on sum1s thread about girl problems... and while i was typing this i finally noticed how fucked up it was...
ex: "lizzy" whom will now be known as "subject-L"
ex: "aleigha" whom will now be known as "subject-A"
ex: "krystal" now "subject-K"
subject-L and i dated casually or whatever hung out for several months had a decent relationship an shit but i got locked up and when i got out she had another man and i was clownin wit other females etc. so we kind of grew apart that way but to this day shes still one of my closest friends
never gotten over me, tries to get with me every chance possible
i asked subject-a out an we talked on tha phone, texted etc. for like a week an a half, we never had ANYTHING physical i never so much as kissed the girl, so she hears rumors of me cheating on her with subject-k and dumps me, very very very regrettable decision, and to this day she still tells me it was one of her worst decisions of her life
so anyways basically same thing on a worse scale she got depressed and trippin over me, affected really badly emotionally, gave up on men/dating for a few months, etc.
now shes mostly over me and moved on and is also one of my closest female friends
after subject-a and i broke up i got with subject-k and we mainly just drank and fucked a lot for maybe 4-5 months, somehow fell in love but this time it was both ways instead of one-way
broke up with her yesterday because of heavy use of white nasal narcotics
contemplating going back to subject-L
the twist: she's pregnant with that other dudes baby
im 100% sure that as soon as subject-k can get her nose clean(pun intended;) ) we will get back together (we both are very clear on how much we are in love with each other and want to spend our lives together)
ok now does anybody have any advice, questions, concerns, similar situations, etc.
and if i go back with subject-L, become a father figure in the child's life, would that be wrong to do, and then get back with subject-k at a later point? what type of effect would this have on the child? on the mother even? etc. i'd b glad to hear what my fellow cannabis users have to say
