why does this system do this to people like me

i went to school today with a tin of my weed in my bag. just like any other day. i wasnt harming anyone or anything. i get called down to the offic after 2nd period.. the assistant principal says someone said i have weed on me. she searched my bag. she finds it. she looks deepr and find two knives that ive just completley forgotten about. now i am so fucked
my dad has freaked out at me. my mom is going to be so angry. everything is gone to hell. EVERYTHING IS. I'm suspended for 6-10 days, i have to talk with the principal, i've got a court date for december 13th.. i have to pay a big fine and might be put on probation.

If it were me living alone in an appartment, i would be horribly pissed at the situation, but i would be able to handel it and get myself through this

but with my parents involved.. its so fucking bad. i think i've got enough punishment, with my fine and suspension and parole and all the imbarrasment, but they are just going to pile on the punishments. great. I am NOT looking foreword to the conversation that im going to have to have with both my parents when they get home. i want to tell them this "it was a huge mistake that i will never take again, but what i have to do is just get through it. im going to pay the fine, and im just going to do everything i have to, and then this mess will be over."

but i know when i say that theyre going to be telling me how horrible it was for me to do, how i have to stop doing it, how i have to do beter in school and not skip and steer clear of hard drugs and all taht. but the thing is, none of that applys to what the whole conversation is supposed to be about. i just want them to know that im going to try and deal with this as smoothly and maturely as possible. but they wont take that. they wont listen to what i have to say becuase thats how it ALLLWAYS is with them.

they want to make it worse than it is, which to me seems pointless

when i told my dad about my plan for how to deal with all this, he said "its weird how you seem to think its so simple" in an angry tone, as if he thought im not taking this seriousley.
the thing is, i AM trying to make this simple. what the fuck is wrong with that?? its a hell of a lot better than making it complicated and difficult

rahhhhhhhh WHAT A BAD DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s please dont critisize me or tell me i shouldnt have had that in my bag(becuase i think ive thought about that enough by now haha) as i have had one of the shittyest days ive ever expirenced and im only typing this to you guys so that i can vent out to people who understand

it's a life lesson,,,turn it into a positive experience and learn... I got popped in school with a snubnose 38 and I made it through...

ee damn. yea i really am looking at it like that already. its just the suspension of my mom coming home is whats killing me right now.

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Originally Posted by NightProwler

ee damn. yea i really am looking at it like that already. its just the suspension of my mom coming home is whats killing me right now.

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If you are looking at it like,,,a lesson,,,explain that to your mom tell her you screwed up and you are going to work on changing...Just don't tell here that you are going to continue smoking weed if she is closed minded to it...

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Originally Posted by NightProwler

rahhhhhhhh WHAT A BAD DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Always remember..........things could be worse.

Have a good one!:thumbsup:

Good luck man. Sounds like you're in a pickle. I'd give advice, but the only time I was suspended was for fighting and calling my princepal a dickhead to his face. :p If I did get caught with cannabis at school, they'd just like, "don't bring it to school. You're there to learn. Smoke pot after you've done the work."

Cannabis is okay with my folks. They smoked it back in the 70's but don't care much for it now, so it's always been accepted as a safe thing to do if I never stole anything for it, or start selling my possesions.

Good luck.

yea see i know i brought it all onmyself and i honestly havnt felt much shittier than this ever about myself. but im so fucking scared because this feeling is nothing compared to how i feel when my moms done with me. im about to see my mom more furuious/ashamed than ive ever seen her.

They can be as furious as they want, but remeber that this mistake doesn't mean they don't still care and love you. :) That's how I see it anyways. Mistakes are part of human nature. You'll get through it, but try to have a mature discussion about what happened. If they start yelling and screaming, cursing, then tell them, "I'll have this talk when you feel like talking, not yelling. I made a mistake, I feel awful about it, and I won't bring cannabis to school anymore," or something like that. Admit the mistake and you might be surprised of how they react.

Some loosers once set me up and I ended up getting busted by my principal for having a switchblade at school. After he opened it on his hand, he got mad, told me never to bring it to school again or hes calling the cops, He gave it back and that was the end of it.

Good luck boss. Atleast you know you fucked up, and youre attempting to fix the problem. That definitely shows maturity.