Death of Cannabis... Harvest of Love

((NOTE: This was written 2 days ago.))

Hello to all my good friends.


I hope you are all doing very good when you read this.

What you're about to read, has been very hard for me.
I'm sure many of you will not approve... but you don't matter then.
And I'm sure many of you will be supportive in my decision... and you are the ones that matter.

Today, I killed my girls. My gorgeous, beautiful hydro girls... clones from the same mother... identical to each other. Yet, each one of its own peculiarities. Each one, unique.

September 2005. That's when I started this great journey in cannabis growing. It was a time full of great hopes and high dreams. A time when I was unexperienced with growing... unexperienced with the boards.cannabis.com. Times when the future seemed to be in the palm of my hand. I will forever relish this time. Forever.

So, you must be wondering:::
[align=center]What the fuck happened Turtle?![/align]

Love guys... love. Real love.

My significant other (I'm about 1/4-of-a-lifetime old), well... my significant other couldn't crack it. Paranoia grabbed the best of her. She just doesn't feel comfortable with the plants in our lives right now... not anymore.

So, to me... it was a no-brainer. I will not pick a plant above the woman I intend to marry. The woman I love.

This sucks in many respects. In many respects... :(

But I thought to my self...
Fuck it man... fuck it. I can plant seeds again in the future... I can start again in the future... I can clone again in a better enviroment.

But my woman?!

Guys... I cannot plant another seed to sprout such a woman. I cannot clone such a woman.

So that's it. In a nutshell.

I will still log in to the boards. I will still be a part of this great community. I will still help out all my friends...

And guys... grow! Grow for me!!! Post pictures... shitloads of pictures. I will enjoy that very much.

When I start growing again, you can be sure you guys will be the 1st to know.

Thanks for everything, and see you soon.

Best to you all, and much safety, peace, and love,

-turtle420 :cool:
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(NOTE to Garden Knwom::: gK, when I had the climax of this dilema 2-3 days ago, I wrote you an eMail... but, because of time constraints, and other "stuff", I was unable to send it your way. But the eMail was, in essence, talking to a friend. Thanks for the friendship Wanker... errr... I mean, gK)

I just got back from watching x men III and I log on to see that you have the same tile I have in my house!!! Oh well about the grow. Shit happens. But it was an awesome ride. :(

i feel sorrow for your loss's but it takes a big man to say fuck it to something you have invested so much time and effort in i understand where your commin from (i'm married) and love is worth it's weight in buds over and over
i hope you have found happieness good luck
also i've read your posts and used alot of info you provided and so i say thanks
good luck -a little advise from one guy to another choose your battles wisely there not all worth fighting

Turtle, I don't want this to sound gay, but I think I love you.

We all have different paths in life. It is understandable. The next time I plant, I will name a mother turtle. I'll take care of the mother and she'll give me beautiful clones, which I will probably name pamela anderson and jessica alba, but that's beside the matter.

What strain do you want it to be?

Yeah Turtle, I'll name one for you. Give me a name.. any name!

You remind me a lot of myself sometimes, the path you've chosen is a path of the stronger.

I don't know man.
It would have to be Hally Berry for me to cut down all those plants.
I'm sure you got your reasons.
But if it was me. I would have at least finished the harvest.
I would have told her to deal with it for a couple more months and I'll by you an ingagment ring! lol
Sorry to hear this bro. But like you said. If she leaves you that is.
You can always grow more.
I couldn't be with a female like that.

totally normal turtle... one of the hardest things to deal with when ONE grows ganja... is the thoughts of leo coming into your life and creating havoc...

hapiness is fun...

: )

Whos LEO???????
lol

Maybe I'm just saying all that because I'm single. and alone. And lonely.
I hate my life!!!! jk

turtle your wisdom has helped me alot and i will dedacate my next grow with is starting in a week or 2 to you and i will start a growlog for you with pics evey few days im sorry u cant grow any more man but u made a o k deshion if i was marrying a chick and she wnated me to stop growing id say what u can go out and get ur hair and nails done but u cant persue a hobby that i love but hey thats just me maby she got jelious of ur other "girlfriends"

Hope she doesnt suddenly change her mind about it, they tend to do things like that.