Acne sucks so fucking bad

About a year ago I went on accutane for like 8 months because I had EXTREMELY bad acne. I was way beyond "zit face" or "pizza face". I got to the point to where i had cistic acne bumps like half the size of pennies that covered my face and not an inch of my face was smooth nearly. Well after my treatment my acne got sooooo much better and for a while my face was smooth and vitrually acne free. All i had was red scars from the terrible acne i had. Now after about 6-8 months later after my treatment i'm starting to get bad acne all over again :( It's not even 1/4 as bad as it used to be but the pimples are starting to grow in both size and quantity. This sucks so fucking bad for me because i wnet through so much hell with that before to the point where i became suicidal and wanted to kill myself. And now i'm startin to break out bad all over again. I keep on telling my parents I need to go on accutane again but my bitch mom keeps on saying "oh it will get better during the summer" or "it's not as bad as before". I'm pissed because this is how it started out before. I try everything. I wash my god damn face with oxy I take Bactrum and i use some acne cream on my face that's supposed to be the strongest acne toppical cream.
I don't know what the fuck i will do this makes me uglier than i already am and i can't afford that believe me. I"m jealous as fuck at all you people who never had a god damn pimple in your fucking life like you some of you perfect fucks. YOU DON"T KNOW SHIT WHAT ITS LIKE. AND IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING BAD TO SAY ABOUT ME THEN SAY IT I'D BUST YOU WIDE OPEN IN REAL LIFE I'M SO FUCKING PISSED. I'D BE IN JAIL CUSS YOU'D BE A DEAD GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKER.
I promise you that.

hahha...I hope you got your frustration out lol

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Originally Posted by 3rdEyeVision

hahha...I hope you got your frustration out lol

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don't fucking laugh at him

talk to your physician or whatever

suicide has been known to destroy acne, because it gets to the source of the problem, and just wipes it out.

Tell your mom to get off her ass, and get you some of that shit you were on before, man! (Go to Dr, or whatever) There is no point in making you suffer through another outbreak no matter how 'less' severe it is than the last time...Especially if you get suicidal because of it! Acne can be a major problem in the teenage years, and this is during a time when you are already 'very' self-conscious about appearance!

Make her understand, bro, or you'll end up like last time . . . Let her know!

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Originally Posted by Dopa

About a year ago I went on accutane for like 8 months because I had EXTREMELY bad acne. I was way beyond "zit face" or "pizza face". I got to the point to where i had cistic acne bumps like half the size of pennies that covered my face and not an inch of my face was smooth nearly. Well after my treatment my acne got sooooo much better and for a while my face was smooth and vitrually acne free. All i had was red scars from the terrible acne i had. Now after about 6-8 months later after my treatment i'm starting to get bad acne all over again :( It's not even 1/4 as bad as it used to be but the pimples are starting to grow in both size and quantity. This sucks so fucking bad for me because i wnet through so much hell with that before to the point where i became suicidal and wanted to kill myself. And now i'm startin to break out bad all over again. I keep on telling my parents I need to go on accutane again but my bitch mom keeps on saying "oh it will get better during the summer" or "it's not as bad as before". I'm pissed because this is how it started out before. I try everything. I wash my god damn face with oxy I take Bactrum and i use some acne cream on my face that's supposed to be the strongest acne toppical cream.
I don't know what the fuck i will do this makes me uglier than i already am and i can't afford that believe me. I"m jealous as fuck at all you people who never had a god damn pimple in your fucking life like you some of you perfect fucks. YOU DON"T KNOW SHIT WHAT ITS LIKE. AND IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING BAD TO SAY ABOUT ME THEN SAY IT I'D BUST YOU WIDE OPEN IN REAL LIFE I'M SO FUCKING PISSED. I'D BE IN JAIL CUSS YOU'D BE A DEAD GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKER.
I promise you that.

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How old are you?

Can you go to your doctor alone?

Insurance?

How did you feel on the accutane? It's caused some problems with people feeling suicidal on it.

I'm 16. After reading what i wrote i feel retarded now. I didn't realize i used so many cuss words :(

Does that Pro-Active stuff work? They make it look great on TV! Might be an alternative to Accutane if it increases suicidal thoughts . . .

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Originally Posted by Dopa

I'm 16. After reading what i wrote i feel retarded now. I didn't realize i used so many cuss words :(

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its ok. its kinda normaly for someone your age, not to the extremes though. but keep like begging your mom, and if she sees that it gets worse if annoying her to death didnt work, then maybe she will comply.