ive decided im finished im done with it all this is just a struggle a long assed one its total bullshit ive come round to idea that im actualy goin to try and blow my brain off the scale.
im talking the biggest drug binge ever. ive got 5 months 2 save up every peice of money i got and im gonna buy all the drugs i can lay my mitts on.
so far
weed - easy
acid - on its way from bournmouth
cocaine- down the road flat n0. 5
mdma - got 20 mitsibushi;'s one the way from vauxhall
mushrooms - lyberty caps a friend brought from amsterdam
salvia - x20 1 gram
what else can i put on the list im basicly doin fear and loathing in las vegas but i dont plan on coming back this is it for me ive come to the state of mind where my future bleak. so im thinking what if i just tinged out major? like i got so mashed i never came back?
long story very short
i fucked up ...not just i fucked something up I mean i fucked my whole future up over years of abuse to a certain area of my body and i will never have enough money to fix. so this is sorta my last stand.
PS. no its not my dick or balls
