Attention everyone. Urgent.

Hello everyone. I have to tell everyone something. I'm about to write a letter to everyone here and post it as soon as I'm done. I don't know how long it will take to write it. Here's the Cliff's Notes version for now though.

I wanted to kill myself last night and almost did.
I got help.
I'm as close to fine as I can be right now.
Don't worry about me.
My best friend is with me.

The full story of who, what, when, where, why, and how everything happened is coming as soon as I'm done writing the letter. Look for another topic by me soon. I'm not going to be making anymore posts before I post that letter. Until then, take care.

Your brother in the fraternity of the leaf,
Caruso

Is everyone as afraid to respond as I am? :eek:!!

Things'll get better, man.

Damn man. I really don't even know what to say.

ive never understood suicidal people...makes no sense to me.

but anyways, dont kill urself, cause that would suck.

glad ur feelling a little better

Well, I found buddhism, something that worked for me. one of the main points of it is to completely liberate onself from suffering.

Aww, man don't do any rash now.

:stoned: Don't go, yet, man. You need to find the real Paul Caruso.

uummmmm......

Caruso..

send me your address

[email protected]

I want to send you something...
You'll LOVE it

Death is the final frontier.. without contimplation of death there is NO NOW..

JUST watch that thought... But don't act on it...

i love you

Send address asap.. cause I am leaving the country for a month..

i love you

dude... all i know is this.

No matter how much life may suck at times, no matter how much people treat you like shit, its the best thing you have.

If you weren't alive, you couldnt smoke a bowl, you couldnt get laid, you couldnt do anything.

even if life is 99% shit and 1% good, its worth all the bullshit just for that one bit of good