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oh fuck i thuoght too hard, i suddenly realised i am a collection of neurons processing input and output signals
i have acheived enlightenment
crap
now i feel like a ball of white matter
and grey matter
my mind is simply hormones, seratonin and dopamine and endorphine
i dont exist
i'm just a machine
Realisations are great. Us humans are just another animal on this planet
Last week I got this visual realisation (after acid :) ) where it was if Id never seen a human before. I must say we (humans) look very unnatural.
damn ive never thought about that thanks alot im sure i will manage to spin myself out for a night thinking about it sometime soonQuote:
Originally Posted by moeburn
The closest I've gotten to enlignment was when I was really fucking high and looked as myself in the mirror and realized I looked like an idiot. Now I dress in totally different clothes. And my whole style has changed.
We are more then just nerves. We are, us. I am, and always will be, me. Nerves may be what allows me to feel and see and tase and hear, but it do not give me my feeling of love and joy. I could live a happy, loving life without my sight and voice. If I had no sences, life would be harder but I could live and I would live. Our basic form is made of many things, and to a sence we are a machine. But we are special. We have the mind and a soul. It is true we are animals and they have minds and souls too but our is the most advanced, or so we think anyways. We are so much more then our phyiscal form. Our forum it just what we use to help us understand what is around us. When we are done with it (death) we go back to our pure form and take what we learn with us.
same thing happened to me. i was just staring at myself going you fucking idiot. why did u spend 70 bucks for those jeans at abercrombie? u dont need that shit. just be yourself. since then ive been a lot more social and dont put as much emphasis on appearences as i used to. THANKS CANNABIS!Quote:
Originally Posted by Gecko
Is that really a bad thing?Quote:
Originally Posted by moeburn
I look forward to the day when I can replace some of these shitty organic components with artificial ones that have a bit more longevity. All they would really need to save is the brain. Maybe they can install a button that makes me feel stoned or high whenever I want?
i realised this on an overdose of SSRI's, combined with nutmeg and cannabis. this is so fucking fun, its like a cheap version of e and lsd.
^^^what????can you please explaine to me more clearly what you were on
You have no control over the way you think either. All experiences leading up to this exact moment in your life, including subconcious realizations (stuff you never even thought about, but your mind still knows about) will dictate everything you do. It's rather scary.