I finally got high as a kite.

Some of you might remember my first thread "did i get high" where you told me I got semi high and wanted to know how I did next time. Yesterday was my "next time"

So me and a few friends got some weed and rolled it up. We were supposed to hotbox my friends closet but he backed out saying he didn't wanna get caught. No big deal. I had about 3 grams and rolled 1 gram into a joint. We went to our spot, it's sort of in a forest where they were soon to build homes or a building ro something. Anyways we lit up. I smoked my full joint and waited. My other friend who was doing it for the first time said he didn't want the rest of his. So I smoked the rest. So after 1.5g later I started to fell numbness on my legs. My throat was dry and burning. I sat down and relaxed a little. My friend was swearign cause it wouldn't stay lit, which made me laugh a lot. I Listned to my ipod for about 5 minutes. Then we all heard "GET OUT, GET OF HERE!" We ran the fuck out. Now I was feeling it. It was a lot heavier than my first time. My whole body was numb, I was smiling, thinking fo things that wouldn't even interest me before. For example science class (I know, fucking weird) But at the same time there was this mental picture of me as a kid smiling. I then thought about my family and thought "is this really worth it, is it worth their trust." But most of all I thought about my grandparents. I don't know why, I felt different.

We ran pretty damn far. I was stoned as ever. I felt so much relaxation.

"Hey let's go to McDonalds" - friend

"not now, we fucking smell, let's walk further" - me

"Let's go to Macdonalds, I'm fucking hungry" - them

"let's walk a bit further we can go in after"

So we walked further and we went into macdonalds. I was fucking starving, and I didn't order anything cause I fucking hate macdonalds. What made it worse was that a guy from school was there....with hsi family. I got extreme paranoia. I wanted to get the fuck out of there. I felt as if everybody was looking at me. We finally left and continued walking.

I was going home, I took the bus, and I did smell, everybody turned around to look at me while I walking towards the middle-back. I felt like such an outsider, as if they were all gonna rat me or something. I got off the next stop and walked home.

Pros: I got stoned, listned to music, got home, fucking ate everything I could find/easily make, still high and relaxed, fell asleep shortly after eating.

Cons: thinking of my family and the guy telling us to get out were both buzz kills, woke up with a headache.

So what was wrong with me? Why was I thinking about my family? I know I was extremely paranoid, but wtf was wrong with me.

I got an email this morning from the guy I saw at macdonalds. He's not anybody I'm good friends with, but we speak occasionaly. He asked me if I was drinking. I told him, I wasn't feeling well. He bought it. Thank god.

Edit: I psoted this in the wrong forum, I thoguht I was in "experiences" a mod can move it if they want.

u were thinking about ur family because thats what was bothering you. it was nothing different than normal, but i would suggest sfinding a better spot to toke. ur high seemed fun, and i hope that the paranoia wont discourage you.

Shit, I don't know what to think anymore. I'm thinking of not doing it again and also thinking about the extra 2 grams I have.

I want to do it again, but I don't want to think of family or run away, I want to enjoy it like everybody seems like they're doing.

just go with the flow. its not go
nna do anything like what you are thinking. are you having problems with your family? you should settle the problems if you do, better sooner than later.

smoking in hiding can cause major paranoia. just wait till yuor parents leave the house, open a window, and blaze in your room with your friends. then just chill or whatever you want to do

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Originally Posted by passit420

are you having problems with your family?

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No, not at all. I can't explain why I was thinking of them. The first time I did it, that didn't happen, it just did this time. Fucked up.

dont woory about it then. just chill out and go wherever your high takes you.

Thanks!

Actually, that's something not too many people talk about. The case with me (and a good amount of friends) is that the first few times you get high, your not familiar with the high so you get caught up in either paranoia, or whatever worries you normally. The thing is, the more you keep smoking and get used to it, the more you'll be able to just go with the flow. You'll see, once you know what to expect, you'll enjoy yourself a lot more, you'll think freely, feel euphoric and truly take the ride.

congrats have a good one.