Collapsed twitching...

This is the third time this has happened. It comes on very very gradually, i could be driving or jogging or doing homework or something. Then i'll just start to get very very angry. VERY angry. I freaked the shit out of my dad when i was pulling into the driveway and i just SLAMMED on the brakes for no reason. Later i was just smashing my fist on everything.

Then i began to get hyper, i couldnt stop moving, i just had to keep walking. Maybe not had to, but wanted to. I did everything in one fast swoop. Then i went up to my room, and i just collapsed on the floor twitching. arms flailing.

The first time, it lasted 5 minutes, the second time, 30 minutes. This time, 40 minutes. I wouldn't say it was like my brain shut down and couldn't stop it, but i just felt like i had to do it or else i would never feel happy again in my life. I just really really wanted to. Hard to describe. In my control, but not in my control.

The first and third time was in my room. The second time i was in class, and i just went crazy. I wrote random shit all over a piece of paper, not because i had to, because i really wanted to. EVeryone pissed me off. The kid across from me was playing with his pen, and i couldnt stand it, it was driving me crazy.

When i'm not feeling like this, i'm feeling extremely fucking depressed. I've been to the doctors about the depression, they didnt really say much other tahn go see a counsellor and get my blood tested.. But i haven't told them about the hyper spasms. I dont know what to do, what the hell is wrong with me?

tell them!


sounds like you have some sort of problem, that's really not normal

and you havn't been doing speed or pcp or anything stupid like that?

See a DR. It sounds to me like symptoms of epilepsy. There are a few people in my family with epilepsy. Hopefully they can figure this out for you and solve your problem. All the best to you.

I told them all i did was weed a couple times a week, which is the truth, and they said "oh that doesn't matter, anything harder?", which i answered no.

moeburn, you have always seemed really fucked up, you need to smoke more weed

yeah...im prescribing you more weed too. and maybe a nice stoner girlfriend. :)

i always turn into a raging storm of hate when im out of weed. just like the rest of those sober fucks infesting the earth..

yea more weed man

:p

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Originally Posted by moeburn

This is the third time this has happened. It comes on very very gradually, i could be driving or jogging or doing homework or something. Then i'll just start to get very very angry. VERY angry. I freaked the shit out of my dad when i was pulling into the driveway and i just SLAMMED on the brakes for no reason. Later i was just smashing my fist on everything.

Then i began to get hyper, i couldnt stop moving, i just had to keep walking. Maybe not had to, but wanted to. I did everything in one fast swoop. Then i went up to my room, and i just collapsed on the floor twitching. arms flailing.

The first and third time was in my room. The second time i was in class, and i just went crazy. I wrote random shit all over a piece of paper, not because i had to, because i really wanted to. EVeryone pissed me off. The kid across from me was playing with his pen, and i couldnt stand it, it was driving me crazy.

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Go back and figure out why you slammed on the brakes. Maybe it was an involuntary reaction and it pissed you off that your body made a mistake, sparking all these other conflicts.

Pick up a hobby and I'd suggest if you could find a racquetball court (especially, indoors) then you should use it, at least once. I've only played a couple of times but I can imagine it taking away all the molecules, in your head, that make you feel the way you feel.

thats fucking weird.....and i think i beleive you too....
i dont think you need to smoke more weed cause i think its an actual problem....maybe you need mood altering medicine...some people have to take it ot they are reall angry...and if u dont have this condition and they porescibe u the medicine itll get you fuckedd

Im gunna go with the epilpsy thing. IDK, the smart thing would be to talk to your doctor about it, but maybe it's not the weed. Are you on any other medications, anti-depressants or something? If so, I'd read up on the side effects and whatnot for them. Good luck man, and I for one hope that it isn't the weed, because I know what it would be like for me if I had to stop smoking because of something like that ... Keep us posted.