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i wonder sometimes if i am already dead, or if everyone else is already dead too. when i was in kindergarten, i would cry sometimes because i would think about death and realize that one day I would be dead and that i would leave behind my friends and family and home.
im afraid of heights,... but not when im high with cannabis,...
i had similar thoughts when i was just a child. i remember one time my mother walked into the store and i simply imagined someone killing her while trying to rob the place and it always brought tears to my eyes. now i can't even think of death in such a way without feeling like a deranged lunatic. i look at death more philosophically rather than worrying about what i'd do if someone close to me were to depart to the land of the dead. when it's time for us to face death, we will face it as we were brought into this world, alone. is it time to leave this world or shall i stay a bit longer? as for me, i have yet to love wholeheartedly, so i'll stay for a little while longer...Quote:
Originally Posted by BizzleLuvin
I was sort of thinking about death... I dont really fear death, I mean of course i dont try to die, but when its my time to die, I guess its just my time you know. I have always thought about what could happen after death, Tim leary once said that he looked forward to the moments when his body was dead but his brain was still alive... And theres 6-12 minutes of brain activity afterwards, and with the intense time distortions of dreaming, from DMT, the massive release of DMT at the time of death in a human could be your entire lifetime. It really trips me out thinking that way sometimes...
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omg.. buttered popcorn...
*eats another jelly bean..
omg.. toasted marshmellow
(just posted in munchy thread about 50flav jelly beans)
nah, seriously, I was thinking about why I dont see tiedye hats.. I think cool designed tiedyed shirts should be in hat form..
i had some tie died leggings that were DYNOMITE! i also have tie-died panties, those are a blast.
Don't you fucking hate when you get all baked and go to watch The Daily Show only to remember it is Sunday :( We need that show 7 days a week :jointsmile:
i kind of like the way the world turns, sometimes i like it more than other days, sometimes the world sucks.
im listening to such great heights right now, its such a good song to trip out too.
i'm in love with someone, and they're in love with me. and im afraid of comitmment because it seems like the end, and i dont know whether or not i want to take it any further because it will seem like the end. i think this person wants to spend the rest of their life with me, a long long term comitmment .
im feeling so burnt out right now! lol! .. i hate the burnt out feeling. its gonna be a while until i see the love of my life right now. but i have another eye candy, who is kind of into me, so if this one doenst work out im moving onto the next one. love is intense! i dont know how you all deal with it for those of you who are in love.! what is crudemood going to doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo
hahahaha i love this thread!
mmm weed is great!. :)
Dude that is a real mind fuck. Hardcore. Every time I watch shit like that its a mind fuck. I got Planet Earth behind me and thats a mind fuck for me. I just cant imagine havein a series of Planet Earth on another planet so far out there, what similarities and major differences. THanks man.
But now im gona have a tough time sleepin.
if i get a job today i'll treat myself to an 8th. If not i'll probably drink. I really hope i get a job.