Anybody here been through a serious tragedy?

I went through something that changed me for life.

9 years ago when I first moved to Canada I got jumped by 3 unknown people that put me in the hospital for 2 days. They crushed in the right side of my face, which in result gave me permanant nerve damage along the right side of my nose, and right upper lip. It's kind of numb still, and it will never go away. It's the same feeling when your arm falls asleep. Kind of the tingly numb feeling.

I had to go into surgery to get my face bone pulled back out. I could only open my mouth maybe half an inch. When I opened it any further, I could feel my face bone hitting against my upper jaw.

Since that day I carry a blade with me, and I won't hesitate for a second to slice someone up in a million pieces if they mess with me. It made me very paranoid for a good year to walk alone at night, and that's where my anxiety started. My temper is even worse now, but I take medication to keep me level.

So yeah, thanks to them I have strong hatred towards human beings. Watching the news and the stupid things people do doesn't help either. When I see or hear of people getting jumped, I wish I could find those people and kill them slowly. They have no need for life on this earth, so I say fuck them. :p

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Originally Posted by 420marijuana420

to follow up on this, suhl, maybe you should try shoving the burger up your ass like on south park, it's not like anymore diarhea (sp) could possible spew from your mouth.

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how dare you mock this tragedy. i am not going to judge you. your lower intellect may have been the cause of this cruel and uncalled for remark. this is real tragedy i am talking about. i guess you need to get more secure with you. i mean come on. i dont know if you are trying to have a sense of humor about this or just trying to look like a cool internet hero, but either one is bad. especially the sense of humor. how dare you not get brought down and lose your sense of humor when i discuss my tragic life. your low intelligence level saddens me

Answer me one thing suhl..what positive retrospect has anyone of your posts offered anyone here? In other words, after reading what others have posted on this thread, what positive anything have you contributed to this? Hell can anybody answer that one for me?

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well i was laughing my ass off as i did it, so it did that.:jointsmile:

You appear to be the only one laughing as you seem to be looking to gain something from your comments. Whatever it is, only you know. What is it you are trying to gain by whatever comments you make? If you come here for jokes and play, seek another thread as when i started this one it was not meant for jokes for kids. Hell, 420 is 16 years old and has the God given common sense to be able to spot unwanted activity in the thread and with that being said I would hope that you are younger than 16 cause if you arent, you just showed everyone here your true intelligence level, and from where i stand it dont look good. Why dont you take the time to read the posts here that others have given about their own situations and you will see for yourself that jokes dont appear to be the subject at hand. Unlike you, some of us post for real reasons, not to get laughs.

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Originally Posted by Nochowderforyou

I went through something that changed me for life.

9 years ago when I first moved to Canada I got jumped by 3 unknown people that put me in the hospital for 2 days. They crushed in the right side of my face, which in result gave me permanant nerve damage along the right side of my nose, and right upper lip. It's kind of numb still, and it will never go away. It's the same feeling when your arm falls asleep. Kind of the tingly numb feeling.

I had to go into surgery to get my face bone pulled back out. I could only open my mouth maybe half an inch. When I opened it any further, I could feel my face bone hitting against my upper jaw.

Since that day I carry a blade with me, and I won't hesitate for a second to slice someone up in a million pieces if they mess with me. It made me very paranoid for a good year to walk alone at night, and that's where my anxiety started. My temper is even worse now, but I take medication to keep me level.

So yeah, thanks to them I have strong hatred towards human beings. Watching the news and the stupid things people do doesn't help either. When I see or hear of people getting jumped, I wish I could find those people and kill them slowly. They have no need for life on this earth, so I say fuck them. :p

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Nochowder Im truly sorry to hear that happened to you. Nobody has the right to do what was done to you. It seems that those that prey on others obviously have not come up against the right person. I can honestly say that I have never had anyone do any kind of physical damage to me as you have but any pain whether it be mental, physical or what have you is pain that was needlessly inflicted upon you. I feel you on the weapon to protect yourself as I am the same, lord knows i have become an expert on torture and really dimented shit to do to those who deserve it. God willing I will never have to make my presence felt that way but if it comes down to it you gotta do what you got to to keep breathin.

ya, but what were u supposed to do tryna, just stay at home and never move away? Lots of people move away from home, that's what they're supposed to do. It's not like you would have been able to ALWAYS be there in case something happened. It just happened and it was unfortounate (sp) but it's not like you could have always been there, you would have never done anything, and you probably wouldn't have ever had your kids. If you love them then can you imagine what it would be like without them? It's not like you can do everything at once.

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Originally Posted by trynagethigh

Hey 420,



16 huh? Sounds like you a got a pretty decent head on your shoulders for that age. Keep up whatever you have been doing to get yourself where you are and if theres any valuable info i can give you its stay in school, and more importantly, read. Everyday i see the younger generation and how thing have changed since the old school days. Me, im only 38 but am a much older person both mentally and intellectually than i need to be, but looking at it the majority of my friends are in their early and late 40's and 50's so a lot of that rubs off on me.


Thanks for your words young brotha,

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As far as that goes I don't think my generation is in trouble, I'm sure your parents told you the same thing when you were my age and I'm sure their parents told them the same thing. Even if my generation is in trouble though, I don't care. Not only do I not care, I welcome it because the more people from my generation who don't become educated the less people I'm going to have to compete with when it comes time to make a living, as long as i can get ahead of the majority. Not everyone will always be able to win, someone ALWAYS has to be on the bottom, we know that we'll never have a perfectly well balanced economy because that would be communism and that never works because humans are always looking for edge. For every person who dosn't succeed that's one more person that's going to make me that much more wealthy. So as long as i make sure i get ahead of everyone else im not worried.

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Originally Posted by SmokeyTokey

I served in the Marines for over four years. I made it out to Afghanistan and other nice vacation spots, but I did have something tragic happen to me while I was overseas. I was a part of a training mission and we were firing rockets from shoulder fired rocket launchers. This was my job and I had fired about hundred of these rockets at this point. That night my rocket launcher blew up on my shoulder knocking me out momentarily. I woke up with gas burns all over my face and neck. The corpsmen had to pick pieces of shrapnel out of my face. I was very lucky. Five Marines in previous years had their heads completely removed from their shoulders while firing the same rocket launcher.

I have nightmares about this all the time. I usually have dreams of losing my head, and I often hear the sound of the explosion that I remember from that day.

That experience has profoundly affected my psyche.

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I'm sad to hear taht. Thank you for protecting us. I;m so glad you are with us and hopefully those nightmares diminish and let you rest. You've been through a lot.:s4: :joint1: :jointsmile:

420 youre damn sure right about the parents...LOL..thats exactly what my mom said, and now that you mention it your generation will probably say the same..LOL. Times have changed dratically though from the old school days for me. Man when i was really bangin at about 13 if you had a fight with someone, you beat them down, and the next day you were playing football friends again. Nowdays everybody wants to kill everybody and everybody needs a gun. Hell if were gonna have folks running around with guns robbing people and whatnot let just give everybody one and even out the playing field. Im sure if a lot of the people out here doing dirt knew that the person they were going to rob was armed, maybe they would think twice. Then again, maybe not. What happened to the days of just giving somebody a good old fashioned ass kickin by using your fists. These new schoolers are taking the fun out of the shit for us old schoolers...LOL:jointsmile: :jointsmile: