dude nick..... shut up. I've seen ur posts on other threads u're a little bitch.. I'm with hobbesandcalvin on this one.
+ IF you don't smoke weed for the time being why the fuck are on this website even? U'd make better use of ur time with ur blow up doll.
Now I haven't considered suicide but so what? it's a serious issue, so shut up and quit jokin around.