Country girl seeks answers

At 16 you think you're grown up already, you think you know everything. Has anyone ever heard of a paradime shift? It's where all of a sudden you wake up and see the world from a totally different perspective, it all feels different and suddenly you think you understand it all now, but in most likelyhood, you will have several paradime shifts in your life. I think it's all a part of learning lessons and growing wiser. My mother just passed away in April from cancer. I believe her death has caused my paradime to shift and look at the world from a different viewpoint.

Is that a cross on your neck? And your asking guys on a message board if you're fuckable? lol I found that kind of funny. And yes, y ou are.

I'm sorry to hear about your mother...
I'm going through one of those paradime shifts right now. I think it's a combination of many things. I feel I am a much better person now because of it.

Christianity has a fucked up viewpoint in the world. I used to be a Wiccan. I then married a preachers son. I became a christian. I am very spiritual, but I do not believe you have to go to church every sunday to go to heaven. God accepts me and all my faults, ecspecially sex, drugs, and rock and roll. He may not like the things I do, but he still cares for me. I have lived an extremely hard life. Like right now, I do not have a mom or dad, all my other relatives are long gone. I just got done spending 3 months with my mom watching her die. I do not have all the answers on my faith, right now is a fucked up time. But I know there's someone up there watching out for me.

on boards like these youre bound to get some douchebag comments ;)

dont sweat it.

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Originally Posted by nuggetgirl

ecspecially sex, drugs, and rock and roll.

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That's what I like to hear. ;)
Alright, time for work :( . Catch ya later.

So is anyone here from Iowa? I get to talking to some of you guys, and I wish I could actually hang with you ya know? If there was someone here from close by, I would toke it up with you.

Waaaaaaaaaaaay far from iowa here. :)

I was born in Kansas tho haha!!! :eek:

Man that sux. I need to get off here and make some pipes, I have orders to be filled.

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Originally Posted by makor01

on boards like these youre bound to get some douchebag comments ;)

dont sweat it.

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If you were referring to me, screw you. I have my opinions and I can chime in when I feel like it. If she wants to post that, then I can speak my mind about it. Plus, I've never met a christian in my life who does stuff like that. It was interesting to hear her view on it. Plus, I dont' see you being the most productive poster on these boards.