Wtf is wrong?

Why yes, you cleared it up quite well. Now lets just forget it was brought up so that neither of us get in trouble for talking about such a crappy topic :thumbsup:

do u like the doctor reb?

My therapist? Or the staff at the mental hospital? Because both are pretty nice. All the staff at the hospital were college kids so it went by pretty well. And my therapist is hilarious. I only see him though when i need my meds refilled. Im supposed to go more but nothing bad has happened lately so I dont feel a need too.

I get really depressed in the winter. It's seasonal for me. I am really happy in the summer, though. Except slightly depressed when it gets dark out. I don't know what the fuck it is, but I always have to have all the lights on in the house. It really is indescribable, not sad, not mad, not paranoid... just an indescribable feeling of emptiness. Smoking always does the trick, though!:jointsmile:

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Originally Posted by GotWake88

I get really depressed in the winter. It's seasonal for me. I am really happy in the summer, though. Except slightly depressed when it gets dark out. I don't know what the fuck it is, but I always have to have all the lights on in the house. It really is indescribable, not sad, not mad, not paranoid... just an indescribable feeling of emptiness. Smoking always does the trick, though!:jointsmile:

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Yeah, sounds like you have seasonal affective disorder. My mom has this and she has to sit in front of this big ass light for like a half hour in the winter. Whatever works i guess...:thumbsup:

It could be a part of growing up, I remember that feeling so well! But you get used to, it kind of numbs over and you accept it? Its not a bad thing it just makes you more aware of everything is all.

I went through a 4 month phase of thinking life was pointless, then I started to blaze with some really cool people, now i'm only worried bout exams and always look forward to my next high.

Hope you feel better man, it sucks to hear shit like that happening to safe people whereas dickheads get to live life happily and being arrogant cunts....just needed to get some stuff of my chest. :D

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Originally Posted by passitplz

lately i feel depressed. like ive never felt this way. i feel shitty emotionally and nothin even happened to make me feel this way. idk wtf is wrong with me and its honestly scaring me. its an indescribably feeling. idk wat to do. im sure as shit not goin to a doctor and i dont wanna tell my parents... this seriously sucks.

its not like a poor me feeling or anything like that its just i feel bad. i hope some of u understand what im talkin about and can help.

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smoke another bowl and you'll be fine....


J/K

All joking aside, maybe it's just a mood swing. I've had consecutive days where for some reason I feel like the world is coming down on me only to find out a few days later that everything is ok. Hopefully everything works out for you. If you still feel that same way in a few weeks, I would consider seeing a doctor.

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Originally Posted by rebgirl420

Stronger than that? Having a mental illness gives you crazy boost above people. My bipolar makes me better than all sorts of people b.c of it.

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So wanting to shoot up the school twice is a sign of being a better person?

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Originally Posted by passitplz

im not sure if it an overwhelming feeling cuz i dont know which point would be everwhelming. and no i didnt just graduate.

i just got sick about 5 min ago and i havent even eatin anything since like 4 so thats weird.

idk

*edit* i was on bars a while ago could that be it?

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could be bars who knows
bars are bad
i know the feeling your talking about though its despair! despair comes in little waves for me sometimes. it goes away, try to surround yourself with friends who are good and just kick it for a while