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i have loved, just never been loved back, atleast you can say you have, so i have the right to be dis-illusioned when it comes to love, especially when people have lied to me about how they feel... don't tell me it can happen for me... cuz quite honestly i'm sick of the games women have played on me.Quote:
Originally Posted by Demeter
It sounds like you have gotten involved with the wrong women, some real bitches- but don't feel bad sweetie, I picked some guys who liked nothing better than to tell me I was a piece of shit. It sucks. There will always be people like that I guess. The thing I learned is that I can't control other people, but I can alter what I permit others to do to me. First there had to be a shift in my own self- esteem, since I was so emotionally battered by what these guys had done. I had to do a lot of self-searching to see why I kept falling for men who would mistreat me. Once I realized my part in the whole stupid drama, and took steps not to set myself up again, I was able to find someone nice. Someone who loves me for me, and not as a trophy, or something to control.
It took awhile; I was well into my third decade on earth before there was any sign of hope, but it doesn't always take that long. Please don't give up. I don't know your age, but you sound young, and one thing age does bring is a certain perspective. When I was young, like you, I often could not see the light at the end of the tunnel, having been in darkness so long. But it does get better, if you work on yourself, instead of closing off in bitterness. Ok, that's fine for awhile- nothing wrong with it as long as you don't act out. I wrote some disgustingly violent poems about ripping men's heads like lettuce, haha, but at some point I hope you focus on yourself-fulfilling your dreams and nurturing yourself, while keeping an open mind about love. Once you feel better, then she will find you:)
Yeag that shit is coming from left field,,,you obviously have a prob with me,,,don't really know where it came from...
To all,,,I am quite happy and I posted The "Love Boat Song" mearly as a funny with no ulterior motive... I wish No One Ill Will...
Well guys, it's a sunny Sunday evening in New England.... there's a jar of hp-13 and a yeag in my kitchen... there's a paella on the stove...
It's ALLLLLL good.
:D
cool, cannabis brings people together
Can you tell us any more than that? Just about how y'all initially responded to one another? I've been dying to hear an update!!! Were your in-person impressions any different from the online/on-phone ones?Quote:
Originally Posted by stinkyattic
yeah, what's up! spill the beans girl!
Nice day today eh Stinky? Nice enough for some b-ball anyway.
You guys def gotta shoot a few pictures though...
It really did happen like he said... we began as seed swappin' grow buds... grew out each others' strains... gradually emailed a bit more... the rest is history!
Birdgirl... my impressiosn in person were EXACLTY like what Iwas already expecting... I guess you really get to know someone better verbally anyway.. I already knew.
Back to the bean later in the week!!! wOOt
Well, the Yeag, that was something... what a week.
You are always welcome in the stinky attic, big guy.
I love you.
It's like Half-Baked meets You've Got Mail! Except no one has to sacrifice their love for pot! Oh the stars have aligned perfectly on this one. HeheQuote:
Originally Posted by Skink
aww thats adorable!
Now that just don't sound right at all.:S2:Quote:
Originally Posted by stinkyattic
lol, paint me a picture... :pQuote:
Originally Posted by Mrs. Greenjeans
i remember feeling just that with this guy wildy lol yea it was crazy it didnt work out with us but we are still great friends.i give my best to you two congrats and take care
ewQuote:
Originally Posted by stinkyattic
seriously, congrats to you folks
lol, you crack me up greenjeans:thumbsup:Quote:
Originally Posted by Mrs. Greenjeans
this thread has too many replys
:wtf:Quote:
Originally Posted by Mrs. Greenjeans
Ewwww leave it to greenjeans to read other meanings into shit!
That's not what I meant!!!!!! DAMN YOU PEOPLE!!!! Go back to your shanties!!! :D
i like woman
i like the amazing type
i seem to be lacking one or more of the aforementioned things
Shanties LOLOLOLOL!
wow...for once I am speachless. baby we acomplished more as a couple in one week than most people do in years. I love you!!! at this rate we should be getting a divorce by next weekend.:jointsmile:
^LOL. Hey, guys. Glad you're doing well. Damn hippies. :hippy: ;)
Sup, Yeag. Get the msg?
Mrs. G's comment was funny...then the shanties made me LOL, too! :S2:
The Fog :rastasmoke:
Well that's fine, but I get custody of the plants!Quote:
Originally Posted by the yeag
Woman has her priorities straight! ;)
The Fog :rastasmoke:
hmmm, i'm thinking foster home is the best idea here chica. Send 'em to the west coast, where they can't get into any more trouble!!Quote:
Originally Posted by stinkyattic
I'm sure our feisty lil bitches can find trouble anywhere. Anyway the states directly to the south and northeast of me are both moving towards decrim, and my state's new (rather cute i may add) governor has already said he's all for legalization, but it's not currently a priority. so i think foster homes are unnecessary.Quote:
Originally Posted by dusto2k3
damn governers...hahaha, thats good news for you over there.
I know f'real, your governator is politically creepy and personally scary looking. Deval Patrick is personally cute and politically chill. We FINALLY managed to elect the same person that I voted for... seriously, our last one scared the living crap outta me.
Hahaha, my write-in's never add up to anything, Homer still ain't in office!!! i sent you email.Quote:
Originally Posted by stinkyattic
hey babe...i miss ya bad i hope you feel better tomorrow i wish i was there to treat you like princess that you are. ~sweet dreams~
yeag, your rep is increasing at an astounding rate...
sorry girly, i'm not hung up on myself:jointsmile: i know i got rep...but real rep.thx not fake created internet rep.....shit if i really cared i could use one of my other IP's and rep myself.....but that would be fakeQuote:
Originally Posted by Scarlet Sky
Congratulations, im happy for you both seriously :)
How far do you both live from each other? and how old are you both
hope things work out for the both of you
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Originally Posted by Billionfold
dude my rep is more up and down than slipnotpsycho's mood..it goes up and down hundreds of points a day..... i got like ten infractions fuck it. i know who i am.......anyway don't pollute my favorite thread
lol, i know that yeag. trust me, i know. notice my rep is disabled? well, one night of severe boredom and depresion, i notice a new dot, given by an electrician, comending me on my advice to harris, and it perked me up. slow as the boards were, i made a thread.Quote:
Originally Posted by the yeag
24 hours later, i'm maxed out. this is bullshit. i had three bright green dots earneed the hard way. don't believe me? check my posts.
since you made your comment in my thread this evening, you have gained two dots. that's what i'm talking about... people are going a little too crazy over this shit
Some people should probably read this before jerking off to their new green dot.Quote:
Originally Posted by the yeag
Awwww this is SUCH a sore subject... I've just spent the last hour searching plane tix, Amtrak schedules, and mapquest to try to figure out how to meet again ... we live ~1500 miles apart... a full day of travel by any means, or a SUPER expensive plane ticket... apparently Yanks like me don't like to travel to the Vatican, lol, at least not enough to have regular inexpensive flights.Quote:
Originally Posted by cannabis campbell
But we're both around 30, born only 2 weeks and 3000 miles apart.
I'm taking bets on how much I can sleep between now and Tuesday, when I have to go back to work... I've been out sick with not one, but 2 rounds of the flu.
*hack hack*
love ya big guy. You're the best. I miss you.
~baby...if we were weak i would be worried ...but we belong together....~see ya soon.