Poetry spoken in picture form...a story of my past...

I also get kind of a rush from it...I guess...I feel like I am so close to death (When I cut, I am usually suicidal) I think about God and how perfect the after life will be...but, I never cut all the way because my fear of what death may be....if I find out there isnt a God...Id be more lost then I am now...so I choose not to go all the way...but just the cut...reminds me Im alive...and brings me back to reality...

I cn respect your habbit if you do it out of enjoyment. Hell, I enjoy some pain myself :D

Sorry about your Uncle though, I'm sure that can be rough :( But I can relate to being made fun of as a kid. I was always the fat kid (well until I got buff playing football ha! Love the drunken brawl now!). Anyways, jsut don't let people get to you. The way I look at it is this; your all you've got, so fuck everyone else! I'm not discounting being nice to people, I'm just saying when it comes down to people, fuck 'em :) Maybe you get what I mean maybe not haha

BTW, your talk of suicide worries me a lot :( I have had a couple close freinds with similar feelings, and I always try to look out for them cuz I'm loyal to my freinds like that. Anyways, I do know what your talking about, and I know a couple other people who feel like that, so its not weird like some may think.

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Originally Posted by str82hevenDS

is that art? I mean, I understand that you might have gone through bad times, but pictures of a slit wrist and you nude? Aren't you like 17? Cheer up and becareful what your putting out on the internet.

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Originally Posted by Ghost

how the fuck can you decide whats art and what isnt?

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How can you decide what an opinion is and what isnt?.... Ohh ohh someones good smack me up with some logic they spend another 5 minutes thinking about! We'll you is got 55 more minutes to waste on a post than most people do!

Ohh oh.. What if nobody posts?? then it's just you and me the C ;) ..