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I'm thinking that I really like SensiRides quote at the end of her/his posts. Also, am thinking about having to go back to work tonight after a 6 day vacation :( Thinking about the David Gilmour concert we went to in Toronto and that he played the songs I really wanted to hear (Echoes, Wots...uh the deal, and of course Comfortably Numb).:) :) Wondering why the Asian people were so very nice towards me in Toronto and Niagara Falls while the caucasian people (which I am) were distant and unfriendly. Weird. Thinking about (and regretting) ticking off my dealer and he won't respond to me...and what I should do about it. And.....
Damn, is my photo that masculine :confused: :DQuote:
Originally Posted by wholapola
i just turned down a job thats pays more money than what i make .
the reason i turned it down is cuz i hate traffic
i dont want to sit in the car for like 3 hours a day.
it would have been cool to get a bigger check but i wanna stay calm
i feel kind of guilty cuz i need the money but life aint all about cash.
Thoughts eh?
I have a small man sitting in the dark, playing the guitar in my head. The music is faint and even although i strain to hear, I can't quite make it out. The only illumination is when he stops to light a bifter every 20 mins or so.
The Skye music festival- Isle of Skye
Tartan Heart- Inverness
Celtic festival- Isle of Lewis
Not to mention T in the park
Camping is fun, albeit a little crusty, only bring shit you don't mind leaving and don't forget your Wellies and enough grass to see you through. Leave morals at the gate.
I've been thinking how I, finally, figured out how to explain to everyone that this sweet, innocent little girl, I've been living with for five years, is really kingdom of swirling Hate tornadoes.
Sorry SensiRide-you're a cutie.
I've been thinking about why the person that everyone sees is not truly who I am. That I strive to be perfect on the outside to make everyone happy. That for some reason I think that I cannot truly be myself to anyone. That I can't let them see the real me cause the real me is toxic and eventually over time will poison them.
I think of myself in a little tiki hut on the beach surrounded by tropical forest. With a corona in my hand, just all by myself with no one around, and I wonder why I am extremely happy.
I also wonder why I only feel like myself inside when smoking pot?
And why when I drink beer does it bring out the bad in me and I like it too?
Man...
I need to see a shrink:)
Sensi,the tourettes sufferers say the swearwords becuase they fear to say the swearwords.
We cuss easily and without guilt and yet they fear swearing to such an extent that they try to supress even thinking the word.
Because there is a fault in the circuitry of the brain ,they cannot control deleting the thought,which then is reflexed vocally.One might think that its a form of rebellion,when in actual fact a tourettes sufferer is an innocent or at least far purer than we horny,drunk,smoked-up hippies.
I saw a show last nite on new research and info about tourettes.
(www.carteblanche.co.za)
I'm thinking about buying a Q today. Well it's not much of a thought, more of a plan. :rasta: