advice needed

honestly if she didnt go after you right away, she was just playing games man. That's what I had to go through, just a bunch of games. Move onto someone who knows what she wants.

Dude!!! she's fuchin with your mind!!! Forget about it, she will never find what she wants and will take down everything in here path...

Skink

im trying to forget about it im doing pretty good at doing it

i told her online about 3 days ago how pissed i was at her she apologized for hurting me and said she did really really really like me alot but her feelings just changed for no reason and her telling me that pissed me off more because if your gonna change your feelings about someone you should atleast tell them before you go out with someone else and not lead them on

she messaged me on myspace and tells me something like if this is it between us i swear to god ill kill you were like best friends who else will read my mind? or something like that

so i decided to put her threw a little test to see if she even cares if we stay friends or not and, also so she can see what it feels like to lose someone she feels so close to

so i didnt respond to it and havent been on aim for 3 nights now and shes demoted me on myspace to number 8 on her top 8 and hasnt tried to get in touch with me so it just goes to show how much she really cares about our "friendship"

im starting to think we werent really friends she only talked to me cause she liked me and when i liked her back she was happy and we would have long conversations but once she started liking someone else she barely talked to me she would only say lol or say one word she dosent need me anymore and i dont need her, and i know theres a reason her feelings changed for me even though she said there isnt, its probably something like she found someone else who likes her thats better looking then i am, im chubby this guy is thin.

but what she dosent know and what brings me satisfaction on knowing is this guy dosent really like her. he just wants a girlfriend to have one. even in one of his blogs on myspace he says how hes looking for any girl to go out with but in particular one girl and he put her name in binary code and in a c++ code so only his nerd friends will know who she is. but i can read the c++ code as if it wasnt in code because i used to take c++ in high school and its like a second language to me (no im not a nerd i just needed the credits) so i know the girl that he really wants to go out withs name and let me tell you its not my "friend" and once the girl he likes breaks up with her boyfriend i know he will dump my "friend" to try his luck with her and my "friend" will have no one.

oh and today im going to go online and talk to her
im going to confront her about wanting to stay friends or not to see where she stands on that

i still dont know if i can just be her friend
i mean like i will be her friend if she wants but i will always have it in my mind that she hurt me, that we used to be more than just plain old friends and that i still have feelings for her im trying hard to lose them but it just isnt working. it really seemed to us that we could be soulmates, we have this bond where its like were the same person just in diffrent bodies (shes the female version of me) sharing one brain and we can tell what the others thinking or going to say and it seems like she still believes in this.

i know youd rather stiff her than that other dude

yeah man i was in love once(hottest girl that i would never ever think twice about fucking(or what could have been"making love")). although i had good oppurtunities to score with her and shit(especially this party that got busted cuz it was soo big) but waht didnt help was that i was grounded for the whole fucking time she liked me. by the time i was off it was too late. if you have a curfue, take my advice and dont get caught out after it, or it could really come back and bite you in the ass. after i realized that it wasnt possible for us to be together i went through the first broken heart i ever had. painful. very very painful

your boy morrison would never have even given that thought a seconds worth of trouble

ask her out you dopey fuck!

if you read the whole post youll see that its too late for that im barely friends with her anymore shes changed totally diffrent personality from when i first met her