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Originally Posted by bonsaiguy
Yes my friend, Carlos Castenada amoung others teach of this.
Also I recommend a book called Adventures Beyond the Body by William Buhlman.
I can also spout off some about this.
sage_wisdom(at)hushmail(dot)com
peace.
I'm very sorry for your tough time. You should be able to go to your local salvation army to meet some of your needs. And they can point you in the right driection to meet your other needs (besides the weed.)
Their are tons of charities that will help families in need especialy around Christmas time...toy for tots is one that comes to mind.
Good luck.
Normally I have a difficult time asking for help except for now when my children are involved. My wife went to the salvation army friday but she said she did'nt expect much help from them. I did'nt go into detail with her alot on that subject so I'll have to ask her to elaborate. She also has e-mailed every church in my area as of three weeks ago but no responses yet. As you can see I hate asking for help so she has been doing most of the asking for us. If your a man and feel "pride" I'm sure you can relate with me on this.Quote:
Originally Posted by likemclever
I can very much relate with the pride issue. It is a big thing to overcome in some of us. But, when you do you see it was just an illusion to begin with.
I struggle with it in times of need. One thing I learned is that sometimes pride is what helped create the situation of need to begin with.
I know that is definately not the case for you right now though. Just a personal observation.
I failed to mention I am sort of grateful in an odd way that three of my children are too young to know what going on. My 6 month old daughter, 2 year old son and 4 year old son. My four year old is autistic so he does'nt exactly understand whats goin on right now. But my 10 year old girl although she suffers from ADHD knows exactly whats goin on but silly enough still belives in santa claus. So she thinks if we can't buy her anything at least santa will bring her presents. Not to compile the situation but I forgot to tell you all that my refrigirator stopped working two days before thanksgiving and we lost all the food we had in it. We ended up having hamburgers and fries instead. I'm really not trying to fuck up two holidays.
Trichome~Man I really hate to hear that U and yours are going through such a hard time. Especially this time of year. Im sure that you have talked to your doctor about your mood swings, right? Im not a psychologist in any way but I am taking a psychology class at the college I go to and we talked about situations like yours and there are things they can do to help you with your mood swings. I personally have had bad dealings with psychologist and all (the bastards tried to put me in a light therapy box and force feed me Lithium {Im BiPolar})but I think maybe it wouldn't hurt for you to talk to someone.
I agree with likemclever about the charity thing too. The pride thing is a bitch, but the look on your kids face when they open christmas presents makes it so worth it.
I really do hope things start too look up for u guys. I know whats its like to be at rock bottom with little mouths to feed and care for (I have 2 myself). Im glad youve decided to stick around. You seem like a pretty cool guy. I also hope that you get some bud soon cause we all know that will take off some of the EDGE! Good Luck Dude!!
Ok CHECK IT OUT BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE:
http://boards.cannabis.com/showthread.php?t=42221
I thought I would post some pictures of my children, wife and myself. Sorry the quality is not better but my scanner is on the fritz.
god, im not going to read that solid block of text without gouging my eyes out
go for it