Losing desire to do anything but smoke cannabis

i have the same problem i just havent stopped smoking to notice it haha

it is fucked up tho, last night i ran out of trainwreck at about 8pm and i still dont hve a sack, i get so pissed SO easily its kind of scary

i know i am a better person when stoned, i get angry without it, who doesnt want me to be happy??

I had (and I'm currently dealing with) a similar problem after realizing I did not like the direction my life was taking. After deciding to watch my cannabis consumption I bought a vaporizer, now I probably spend as much time smoking but because the high from vaping barely has that couch-lock effect for me its a lot easier for me to do other stuff AND get my smoke on!

Hence, I keep my decision to smoke less but vap instead.

Smoking doesnt always help with depression because of the whole being-lazy-and-thinking-to-much effect smoking can have.

So like other people said: Find some activities, try to keep a positive mind set, and stay active!

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Originally Posted by LOC NAR on probation

Is the weekend over ? Oh, man I feel like I been burning with Willy and the Amsterdam gang. Really is not the same fun when your alone to burn.

My best bud ever had kidney cancer same as his Dad. They removed a kidney and thought they got it all. Then one day at work about 5 years later, we thought he had a stroke. ( my wife works with friend ) It was a brain tumor. They took it out and I begged them not to give him key mo but they did twice. From there it was all down hill and within weeks had spread through his whole body. I think he would of had another year or 2 if no key mo was given it killed everything he had to fight with. Kind of what got me in this hobby. I would get busted a hundred times if it helped my friend be out of some pain his last days.

Anyway I'm back after some premo hawaiian, papaya and widow. Thats alot by yourself. You got to see pineapple express. The dealer is always complaining about how people treat him. Yea if you just hook some one up they grab it and run like you never burned with them.

That reminds me of back in the day. Me and my BBE (best bud ever) would make them pay first and then roll one out of their bag if you want to try it. You know how it is to burn with 20 peeps that come to your door one at a time all day. You burn burn burn and them mofo's never come back and burn. How rude and they call you friend. LOL

I hate to say I don't really feel this old but I guess time creeps up on us all.
It was the big 50. well got to go.

P.S. I talked to my BBE and he said to sit tight you got some thing good coming your way soon. That's the word from the other side.

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I know how lonely it is toking by yourself, it's no fun at all. But still, for memories :)

I'm so sorry about how cancer destroyed your friends life. It's hard to deal with, it's hard to see him so helpless and think if only we did this treatment instead. However my friend, I'm half your age and am a cancer survivor myself, stage III testicular cancer. Chemo saved my life, without it, I would've been dead. Chemo kills everything healthy as well as all the malign cancer cells. It's simply the nature of the beast. Regardless everyone has their time. Sometimes these events are destiny no matter how hard you try to prevent it. We just have to accept and share the fond memories.

As for me, today is my last day of smoking before I go on a much needed break. I realize I'm toking far too much than what is necessary and it's holding me back from what I can become. Ganja is great, but when you get in too deep, in the wrong ways, it'll consume you and I need to stop for a while to reevaluate why I smoked ganja in the first place, I've forgotten.

kshchrn831 words are as hard hitting as words from Simple Man. But, anyways everyone has to go through I feel where you're trying to establish who you really are.

I agree with kshchrn831. Before I didn't notice how much life was like a loop and how I was settling all the time and letting time pass as it may. Eventually I realized that I needed to do something that really bring me out of me. Look if you wanted to learn something go do it now, anything do something you really want to do that you always wanted to.

I was in the same rut before where I was high pretty much all the time, really started to effect my life a lot, a understatement actually. Anyways, eventually I just started to think about knowing myself, and what type of man I have grown to be and what will I be at this age etc. It's just part of a mental thing you have to do.

As a consequence I focused more on school, and traveled away from north america by myself for the hell of it. Find yourself.

That dreaded disease, Lackanooky!
You told us what that chic wanted.
She may want less contact, due to lost love.
Does she know you lost your dad?

Who's teasing?
You have what she wants.
Is it easier to express your feelings here than with her?
She might be more like you than either of you will admit.
The next girl too?

Though my feet are on the ground, I am standing on the sound, of some lonesome hearted people going down.
Sing it again Little Feat!
(after walking in my shoes, trying on yours is fun)
peace