Yes Sir it is a lot. I still take between 4 and 6mg.
I believe your wish may come true thanks to our economy being in the toilet. Ever heard of geodon? It is what they inject raging people that do not respond to ativan with in the hospital. The pills cost $450 for 60! I personally prefer to spend that on say a 1/2 and some edibles haha.
Thanks for the wishes. I wish nothing but the best for you.Be well.