On April 19th, 2008 My Father Died of a Heart Attack

Im very sorry to hear it... My heart goes to you in this sad and grievous moments... But remember that even if he may not be physically with you anymore, he always will be alive in the memories and hearts of everybody who loved him... So carry on! And my best wishes for you!

Thank you guys so much. It's nice to know I'm not alone at this shitty time.

Hi Rebgirl,
I dont think that you will ever be alone the posts on here prove it, so many friends. :thumbsup:

RG, I'm so very sorry for your loss and I can't imagine what your going through to lose him so suddenly and young. My prayers and thought of hope go out to you and your family.

all i can say is : u have to know he is there with you and ur family all the time.
it might sound like bs but no.
i am sure that he WILL be there when u'll most need him.
i cant or even want to imagine going thru what u went and r stil going thru.
i send you my positive thoughts and best wishes.

That's terrible, im very sorry for your loss.

mylife has been surrounded by death,iv lost 3 freinds in 3 years, theres people that have been so awsome in my life iv lost it fucking hurts, i hope u get through it,much love:thumbsup:

Wow, Reb I had no idea, I am so sorry for your loss, I can not even imagine. I know you are a strong and resiliant young woman, and I know your dad will live through you and your family. My thoughts are with you, I hope the days get better soon, and summer is a good time to remeber loved ones.

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Originally Posted by rebgirl420

While attempting to get his boat into the water to fish.

My 4-20 was laced with grief and the worst saddness I'll ever have. I would gladly have cancer again a million times to get my daddy back.

He was cremated and we have his ashes on the mantle. I have his ashes in a bracelet on my wrist.

He was 45 (his birthday was on April 25) and he was a healthy and active man. He was 6'0 foot and 190 pounds. He was an avid fishermen and a hunter.

He was also my smoking buddy. In the mornings he would come home from his job and we would watch Fox and Friends, talk politics, and smoke a bowl.

He was my best friend. He made me into the person I am today.

He taught me to never accept handouts and to have a strong work ethic. He made me interested into politics and it's still a passion of mine. He got me into great music like Zeppelin, The Doors, Floyd, Jefferson Airplane, and many, many more.

He was the best dad ever. I can't even begin to tell you all of the great stories.

I'm just glad that when the cops found him and searched his pockets, they didn't find his weed or his bowl. It's mine now.

Here's the obituarie,

Obituaries for Pittsburgh, Greensburg and southwestern Pennsylvania - Tribune-Review

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sorry about your loss...it's definitely worse when it's unexpected..hopefully you're dealing with it okay

My Deepest sypathies no one can imagine how it feels!

I think the bracelet idea is really cool, stay safe & toke easy..