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I feel you , and ill add this i found peace of mind when i heard bob marley and when i got high it has made me a better person .... I feel the same man and recomend bob marleyQuote:
Originally Posted by RichieRich
Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds............ BOB MARLEY ....ONE LOVE
Freedom = No fear :thumbsup:Quote:
Originally Posted by Matt the Funk
I'm not pushing Christianity, but the bible say, "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment"
Love,
Junk~
:hippy:
gotta love it! :thumbsup:
Just smoked some salvia, meditated with some insense while playing some thought-provokingLOLmusic in the backround. To achieve freedom, you must realize first what it is to be free. Actually i have no idea whta I am talking about now. Just as a general rule I like to think of everything as one big life form. We are infinate as a lifeform. Internally in our bodies their are life forms, and life forms within them, infinitely. In these infinities there are universes exactly like ours, with minors changes, and ones tottally different. I believe "GOD" is us. We are the super being, when you die your consiousness enters the realm of the super conscience which then recycles into other consciences. OK i'm done because I realize I am rambling and probably explaining shit worng.
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Originally Posted by Matt the Funk
Interesting views of the human body, but all of our body will pass and degrade, so it can't very well be infinate, imo. All that is infinate is spirit; physical lifeforms (Body) cease to exist, or transfer into something else as food. I think we are of God, but not God himself. We are not all spirit, but we are also body. Spirit come from God, and we experience it at which ever level we choose.
Freedom = Without fear
Do you think true freedom come in smoke session? I think that freedom comes in time; like an acorn, it starts as seed but doesn't mature and become a "tree" (Free) until its needs are met. It needs proper nourishment, sunlight, etc before it can be a "tree". To me freedom is a process of inner fulfillment, and a journey of peace. Freedom come from inside in spirit, no fear, no anger, no resentment, no envy, no jealousy. You can try meditation, you can try salvia, you can try herb, but these are mere spurts of freedom if any at all. I believe that true freedom comes when you allow the inner man to be nourished daily.
Love,
Junk~
The way I use drugs use to be for fun. But even as a young kid I use to feel really spiritual. And for the past year or two too many doctors have been calling me psychotic. With the drugs freedom may be achieved simply by seeing stuff from a different point of veiw. I kind of agree with your metaphor but not fully. It's hard for me to put what I am thinking into words(not very good with them). But yes true freedom comes from within, once you are free you know it. You can't have anyone else tell you, you are free. Freedom is kind of like being one with this "god" as I was talking about earlier. in society we make ourselves out to be something greater than we are. We are merely cells. Well not even just cells, more like life. We are life, there is no death. In that sense we are infinite. Our bodies degrade and become more life, our life fuels some other being, which fuels antoher, and another, and so on. But I believe the spirit lives on. And they continue to give life to this earth, and eventually pass on to the next uhh level? It's like an infinite loop of life. Kind of like the circle of life. That's part of why I fully believe in ghosts. Also in terms of god, I use to be a catholic, went to catholic school for a while too. I use to think I could talk to god. I swear i've had conversations with him. But when I get thinking more about what god is, I realize this is impossible. To me god is love,unity, and peace. God keeps this infinite loop from ending. God is life. Well i'm done, hopefully you can somewhat understand what I am saying. Also sorry for getting off topic and switching around so much(I have a hard time focusing plus a continually racing brain that drives me crazy). Anyways I like reading your posts so any input would be nice to read and appreciated :DQuote:
Originally Posted by JunkYard
are you bi polar by chance?
At one point I was. Now I am "schizophrenic". My diagnosis changes every few months. I hate it. I don't know what I have anymore, or if anything. I meet the criteria for a lot of things.Quote:
Originally Posted by JunkYard
You're prob schizoaffective, man. Not always a bad thing to be if you're able to keep the delusions at bay. You have insight that many do not, and if you find your foundation, you'll find your way and things will get better. I was dx the same. ;) It doesn't make you crazy unless you think more highly of yourself, and believe it, then you actually are. Knowing your place is a wonderful thing, so is love, bro.. . ..It changed my life with a little help from Abilify, lol
Junk~
I hate the meds haha. I was on seroquel for a long while. Geodon, resperdol, etc. They all made me depressed, which is what I remember being when I was younger. But hey i'm a teenager and a lot of doctors don't take me seriously. I don't know what med they are putting me on next(they said something to slow down my thoughts and my disorganized thinking). But I think weed is the best med for me. My parents agree too, so we are setting up a meeting with a special doctor so I can get a recommendation. I just decided to quit weed 1. too many problems to get money for the weed. and it's illegal. And yeah I heard about this schizoaffective thing, something I should talk to my doc about probably. Also thinking highly of myself is something that only happened when I thought I was going through mania(relationships ruined alot of the time) anyways enough with the hi-jacking of this thread. And yes, one love!