Parents who grow

You words really help- it makes me feel like I am not alone, when I hear someone who has been through childrearing successfully as a smoking and growing parent. You have the same attitude that I do, and your child has not suffered. I have had scary things happen while I am high, and you are right- instant sobriety! I always have strong maternal responses whenever my husband or my pets or even my students have issues, whether emotional or physical - I am a kind of take charge person anyway!

I imagine it would be fun to play with my kids if I had a little buzz. I love cuddling when I smoke- and these kids are going to need a lot of cuddling!
I can't wait-

I am so ready for this next chapter in my life. It is so mystical- who will these children be who are destined for us? :upsidedow

They will be scared and scarred. It will take a while for them to trust and let go of fear. There will be nightmares and simple joys. Take things slowly, at least, at first. They are not going to come running to you shouting "Mommy, Mommy!", gaining their love and trust will take time. But you know this already. You are doing a good and noble thing saving these kids! Blessings on you, dear.- Granny:stoned: