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Shitty. Parents are mad at me for not doing simple things. Grades are OK, some shit. If i get a D im getting kicked out of school and becuz of that ill get kicked out of my house and have to go to my moms house. So im working really hard trying to get work done this week. Im writing an essay right now so thats the only reason im on.
Later all,
Peace :D
Been better but ehh, what a summary of my life at present. Mostly i'm happy, but i don't consider it 'true' happyness. I'm just drifting by trying not to get too depressed. My best friend left the college i'm at so i'm a loner sometimes now at like breaks and shit. I haven't had a g/f in a long time, i keep getting rejected. I fear rejection so much and it kills my confidence. I've been trying to work on it. Some times i just get really down and lonely. Mary jane has helped me so much i can never repay her. I just don't see a bright future on the horizon, then again i can't predict the future. I know i'll have to overcome my fear of rejection if i'm going to progress. There's some hot girls at my new work which i'm gonna try it on with so i'll see how that goes. Other then that my life is good, i have a job, going to college, i have friends, my health, my 360. It could be a lot better but it could be a lot worse.
I picked shitty. I'm stuck in this shithole town for at least another two years I expect. And I desperately need to get laid. I'm sick of being a 21-year-old virgin, especially when I'm surrounded by hot (but alas, unavailable) girls all the time. It's really frustrating, especially as I have no experience with women. Sigh... And I'm stuck at this fuckin minimum wage dollar store job which occupies much of my time. It's great that I'm making money and everything, but I need to find a weed connection around here already.
On the plus side, I do have a little bud here that my mom gave me, and I'm in the middle of reading a very good book. But overall, my life is going shittily.
Not good.. just took mom for her first radiation treatment-puked after the first time...6 weeks of that THEN chemo....... gotta find a good anti-nausea connection, soon w/b if you can help, much appreciated beyond words. If I get banned because I'm asking for help, so be it..It's end-stage IIIC and It's hard to think straight. I'm basicaaly posting here because the thread topic. Thanks and i'd really appreciate any mails from someone whose been here before and can offer any advice
my life is going alrite. it's definitely on the pick up after quite a long down time. could be the new perspective i have on life or could be because of my friends and family who have had my back all these years even though i've taken it for granted.
even though i've lived with no boundaries or restrictions, i've only found out recently what freedom and freewill truly meant.
I'm having a great time atm. On school holidays, spendin some time with my family, chillin and sun bakin next to the pool (its summer here), AND! my stoner buddy is stayin a week at my joint (lol) on saturday, and he is bringing down a half oz of some relaly dank herb, which is going to be AWESOME, we are also going to be doing our first blunt so....YEAHHH!