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mareejr, I have been very concerned about you. I am relieved to see you back. I understand your battle some what, A tactic that they use is to wear you down. Please be very careful. I don??t think it is over for you.
Guys...I can not accept that it is Mir coincidence that on the very day that I worked with spiritually oppressed people, That I was hassled that very night.
Most of the people here ....probably won??t agree or understand....that??s cool, I certainly understand that.
There is something very dark about the experiences I have had and also of the testimonies by the women on the "about" link. I hope everyone will read it. I understand the phenomenon of sleep paralysis, though I know that demonic attack isn??t necessarily involved. I believe that the attack happens then because of the vulnerability and state of the victim being asleep.
The few times over the last ten years that I would sense, a dark presence in my room, I would speak a shield of faith over myself and my family, for I am their cover..well, more accurately their priest.
Ephesians 6 vs 16..I speak the shield of faith over us, I then turn and can very easily rest. I have also used it during times of dealing with demonic possession, If He/it claim to take their property(the person) and leave. I can speak a shield of faith before them and the demon can not take the individual past it. It is truly amazing to see.....absolutely amazing. One looked up and said "HOW...DOES HE DO THIS"? Not referring to me but to God. I can expect the same protection for my self....trust me, I spoke the protective shield last night, I won??t go into what happened in my room last night because of activities going on here right now, But, I prayed the shield to cover me and my family afterward....also my house, Linage etc.. this sounds wild, but I can't come on here and be a false witness and expect God to bless it any way.
"A false witness will not go unpunished, And he who tells lies will not escape."(Prov 19:5)
My time is too valuable to spend in a fruitless effort. I fear God too much to be a false (lying) witness. To expect His blessing on it would be stupid.
I have reevaluated, addressing MJ on threads because I am currently not free to do it myself. Others may.. As I mentioned. It??s best I don??t address it since I Don??t have
the liberty to use. I just wanted to make this statement public here. Also. I have compromised on the fact that we are lost with out Jesus. I have not been clear on this.
I was reading a bit to answer a post on the ??Sin? thread as it relates to some things less defined. I knew it was addressed in one of Paul??s letters concerning meat sacrificed to idols. In my search I came upon a passage from Christ in Revelation Ch 2 addressing the sin of Balaam. It addresses the use of compromise in ministry. I still have half a joint that I was given .....I don't know, for 6-7 weeks now. I don??t have the peace to smoke it. I haven??t for some time. Ever since the back pain I suffered is gone. It was a thyroid issue.
I can't ....in any level of peace..... claim anything, that I don't have good conscience to share...If it's my experience last night or any thing else I would say here..why should I subject myself to His punishment, who??s blessings I desperately need, and who??s peace I can't afford to lose.
It is hard to understand something that hasn't been experienced personally, especially something this bizarre.
By the way oneironaut is now using a satanic symbol used in ritual drawn out on the ground. It is actually upside down. When the symbol is right side up, the A is then upside down the legs of the A(upside down) are the horns, the intersecting points of the line across the V is the eyes, and the bottom is the mouth. They do this figure 8 dance around these intersecting points of the eyes as a group and then down to the mouth. It is to see and speak. They think that they are gaining something, but they have in fact cursed their vision and given an evil eye, as spoken of in scripture. They are given over to doubt of others, a paradigm of self exaltation, Love is castrated, the sacrifice of the one for the many (a previous sig. He had). It goes on and on... this is more than Mir atheism. You may remember Jesus left the many to rescue the one lost.
I??m glad to see every ones responses. Lets see if anything comes up on the poll on the sexual forum.
Thanks Guys.
I do love everyone here, even oneironaut. I would like to see him free. Indeed.
Braddog
Here??s Ephesians 6 please use when necessary. The days we are in will get increasingly more funky, don??t forget this....you will need it.
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10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of His might.
11Put on the full armor of God, so that you will be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil.
12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.
13Therefore, take up the full armor of God, so that you will be able to resist in the evil day, and having done everything, to stand firm.
14Stand firm therefore, having girded your loins with truth, and having put on the breast plate of righteousness,
15and having shod our feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace.
16in addition to all, taking up the shield of faith with which you will be able to extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.
17And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the
This is a long read, but sort of interesting
This is a long read, but sort of interesting
Hi braddog,Hope your well & could you tell me how you do the protective shield? I usually just keep saying Jesus over & over until I feel safe to go to sleep.
I went to email you again earlier today & my computer froze!! Also night before..I had a terrible dream & I woke up just drenched in sweat & literally
gasping for breath because of the dream..BUT..after I woke up for the first time in a very,very long time I felt free of the evil I have felt before when I would try & sleep at night..it is gone!
I know YOU will understand what I am saying. This is so strange what I am reading on here..I am going to call you this week..did I tell you it has been weeks since I used? I was so committed to it but for weeks now I haven't used MJ..it wasn't giving me peace..it agitated me..but I still support its use for those that need it..hope you don't think I am a hypocrite saying that & hope you understand what I am trying to say.
I have to say it braddog..you are my friend & I love you..please keep up the good work.
Are you okay? I will pray more for you & yours..I know you do for me & mine..I feel them..I recognize your prayers & you are strong..keep the Faith.
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Hi braddog,Hope your well & could you tell me how you do the protective shield? I usually just keep saying Jesus over & over until I feel safe to go to sleep.
I went to email you again earlier today & my computer froze!! Also night before..I had a terrible dream & I woke up just drenched in sweat & literally
gasping for breath because of the dream..BUT..after I woke up for the first time in a very,very long time I felt free of the evil I have felt before when I would try & sleep at night..it is gone!
I know YOU will understand what I am saying. This is so strange what I am reading on here..I am going to call you this week..did I tell you it has been weeks since I used? I was so committed to it but for weeks now I haven't used MJ..it wasn't giving me peace..it agitated me..but I still support its use for those that need it..hope you don't think I am a hypocrite saying that & hope you understand what I am trying to say.
I have to say it braddog..you are my friend & I love you..please keep up the good work.
Are you okay? I will pray more for you & yours..I know you do for me & mine..I feel them..I recognize your prayers & you are strong..keep the Faith.
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I am sorry about your experience. last night. you must have ben following this. They get very stirred up. You sound like your doing well otherwise, Shelbay.
Yeah, I know. reflecting on this here the last day or so, I think Christians get the more harassing type. They are limited if they can't find agreement. as far as doing anything else. But for the others, allowances over time....they won't stop anywhere. I fixed the link on the "about.com" testimony where the woman mentioned that she welcomed them, The bizarre thing is that It seems singular. But they travel in packs. I dealt with a kid once where they said that they were one hundred and fifty, made of ten charts.....they were rather proud of that. I brought this kid into our home. You've got to talk to my wife about it some time....... It was short lived. I hope you come through Dallas sometime...Kiddo I had used the shield on him... Freaked them out!! they were sooo pissed.. it's too lengthy to go into here. call me
I learned from a book that I was reading during the time that I was befriending a neighbor girl. I was dating my wife at the time. She found literature in California, that explained procedures for demonic relations. She got very messed up, Attempted suicide and subsequently moved back home, I was already going to inner city ministries where I had learned quite a bit and had seen alot. I could describe but, folks here would suggest, idonknow .... shock therapy........for me! This is when harassment started. I slept with my light on for some time.
In this book it explained the simple use of the shield of faith in deliverance. I primarily was getting the night time harassment. When the boy was with us. It was then ....while he was there that this cognitive, wakefulness, hit....but, everything else was asleep, I saw them kind of like sketch forms moving to my arm to injecting me with something, with my eyes closed. I have talked about this at length previously but don't recall exactly where.. After this.... I remembered the shields effect and control of them. and when I ever sense that feeling. I speak it over me and make a wave over me also with my hand. I'll tell you more about it, it really gets more interesting. especially when they came back and this boy, was in my driveway....... It was a Sunday.... people were out. and I didn't want to make a scene............that was ......something! I used it and it froze his ass right there, in my drive way. freaking awesome.......Power of God. These are spirit beings,..... under the authority utilized by those of us who have received.
Ever since I started doing this, especially when I know things are stirred up, I do it.....hassle free. I went to bed last night ......a bit too confident in my self. Reality does have a way of showing up. Last night was one of the more powerful ones I have ever experienced. Pressed into the bed etc...I am soo glad I knew and was familiar with this spiritual tool, because I probably would not have slept..........so use it in peace. remember our faith is in his power over all of this. and not our "faith" in faith. ...Ok? This is where true faith can be sure. very honestly, afterward, I slept like a baby. This is where the dominion mandate comes in. I'll discuss it sometime.
I am happy to hear about your peace. I too would suggest MJ for any one suffering pain. and have told my Dr's.
You are no hypocrite. Look the word says "A righteous man falls down seven times and gets up, but the wicked are brought down by calamity". It's in proverbs somewhere.
But still, where are we going to stumble a bit... but where we are weak. If the Lord is leading you out of it, and ....I'll tell you he is much more gracious than we are on ourselves. Please be at peace. "He is able to complete the work that He has started". Suffering pain, I believe I could use in peace. It would have to be a different hybrid than I had, WW sent me.... past my roof. but it took very little for me. but even a little of that My Gosh,....most of my prior experience was with ten dollar an oz. dirt bags. Your an adorable honest, girl. This is what it is to walk in the light. Being honest and not hidden....and simply allowing God to do His work on us. The joy we experience, is actually His joy over us. For allowing Him access.
I love ya.
He loves ya.
Good night baby
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Don't be sorry about my experience..if you knew my Life story & the troubles I have had just relaxing much less sleeping at night you would know the extent of my release from that fear of darkness & letting go.
The funny thing is I had not read this thread until a few hours ago..thats what was so shocking to me when I did read your post..I was following your post & came to this thread..I am going to sign off now but you should have 2 emails from me..and now I understand. Maybe you will pass through Alabama..but most likely I will pass through Dallas again before you make it here. I do travel & was just in Dallas a few months ago. Oh! And alot of people talk about WW..good old Alabama MJ will find you peace when suffering:D Good Night & God Bless you & yours.
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I've heard of something called open eye dreaming or something
It's the main explanation for people who claim to have been abducted by aliens.
The way those people describe abduction is they wake up and cannot move a muscle and cannot say anything. Then they may experience strange sounds or see bright lights and see an alien like being, that they can feel touching them and taking them away for a night of anal probing.
This is explained by docters as sometimes when you go from awake to sleep your eyes can open up. So your body will be asleep and your mind will be going deeper and deeper into sleep, but with your eyes open. So people can start off with just being in there room not being able to move to flying around in space with ET.
But of course it's not just for aliens, you could be dreaming of anything with your eyes open.
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My bet is that your experience was sleep paralysis... don't worry yourself to death about it, it's harmless IMO. It's a neurological glitch, and we know it has something to do with the brain not being completely shut off as you fall asleep.
I had something similar happen to me once: I was trying to go to bed, I felt myself leave my body and I was able to move around "in spirit" just above the bed. I went back to my body, starting hearing clanging pots and pans, saw a green glowing glob, and experienced extreme terror. I could not move or scream as I wanted to, but finally I was able to get myself out of it. Another time I was at a friends house for the night and I saw a "demon" hovering over me. That was the worst instance of this I have ever felt, but about once or twice a week I get mild sleep paralysis, with no hallucinations.
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My bet is that your experience was sleep paralysis... don't worry yourself to death about it, it's harmless IMO. It's a neurological glitch, and we know it has something to do with the brain not being completely shut off as you fall asleep.
I had something similar happen to me once: I was trying to go to bed, I felt myself leave my body and I was able to move around "in spirit" just above the bed. I went back to my body, starting hearing clanging pots and pans, saw a green glowing glob, and experienced extreme terror. I could not move or scream as I wanted to, but finally I was able to get myself out of it. Another time I was at a friends house for the night and I saw a "demon" hovering over me. That was the worst instance of this I have ever felt, but about once or twice a week I get mild sleep paralysis, with no hallucinations.
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What a fascinating thread this has become, and such differing views. I appreciate everyones input and opinions.
Click onto the link and it will finish the post, .....think you'll enjoy.
http://www.careerbuilder.com/monk-e-mail/?mid=11991648
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It's been awhile, but I thought I would share that it happened again, like 3 times. 3 days in a row. The first time it happened since my last experience was at my boyfriends place. It's so strange because it didn't happen while we were sleeping, it was in the morning after he had went to class and I was trying to fall back alseep. Then the next two morning it happened again. but these times were not scary at all. I just realized what was going on and thought "fuck it" I'm just going to stay asleep and not try fighting it. Ok, that's all.
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"it was in the morning after he had went to class and I was trying to fall back alseep."
That's when it happens most. We do most of our dreaming in the morning before awakening. It's something of a glitch when you're phasing back and forth between 'asleep' and 'awake'. It's kinda cool if you understand what's going on and don't let it scare the hell out of you.
