im not physicaly strong,
but i have the socio instinct in me,
and i know it.
i know how to not care.
and mind games are the best.
i hate hating,
but sometimes people make me do it
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im not physicaly strong,
but i have the socio instinct in me,
and i know it.
i know how to not care.
and mind games are the best.
i hate hating,
but sometimes people make me do it
for enough money
Absolutely. If someone was trying to kill me, I'd make sure I did whatever I could to kill them first.
If I was in a situation where it was either 'me or him' then yeah. However, it would be a last resort after trying to disable them. Im usually a pretty peacful person, probably due to the immense amount of bush that I smoke.
My grandfather had a nursery/farm and groundhogs were a nuisance... He would get his 22 rifle and shoot them when they burrowed under the barn to live...
One day he gave me the rifle and said wait behind the bush as this is the time the groundhog should surface,he did not say it like that,he was Italian and spoke broken english,it was more like this,Taka the gun, go down and shootema, hesa come outa now...
Well this was the day I knew I was not meant to kill... I shot the groundhog right between the eyes and he went back in and died,My grandfather said,U Gotema... I froze for a moment and did not want to kill this cute thing,but I was being tested by my grandfather and had to prove to him I was a good shot and kill it...
So,,, No I don't have it in me to kill,,,but if it comes down to survival I will...
I have no problem with the idea of killing it's the idea of being punished for it that prevents me carrying it out, I suppose I am a rare breed but I don't mind.
Most people would have to be in a highly charged emotional state and since most people I know believe me to be emotionaly dead and incapable of remorse I think they think I'm more than capable. Is that a good thing? I'm not sure, I accept that I am "different" , but does the ability and urge even count so long as I don't follow through?
In normal circumstances most people wouldn't and couldn't bring themselves to take another life and really that is a good thing.
Killing is easy, it's living with yourself afterwards that's hard.
I know some of you say "I don't give a fuck" but trust me, you think a lot differently about life when you realize that you took someone else's. Death is a big and scary thing, and it never feels good in the end.
yes, but that doesnt mean id do it
though i do have my fantasies
Agreed ! For the majority.Quote:
Originally Posted by graph
I have a different view simply because I am aware of the true nature of the creature I am , it really is a personal thing and I struggled to come to terms with how dangerous to not only others, but also myself I can be.
Fear and empathy are sometimes very difficult for me to comprehend and I can always rationalise what I do, my thinking would be something along the lines of " I killed them therefore I must've had good reason,, since killing someone or something for nothing is pointless and I don't do pointless things my reason must've justified my actions". Logical
But for the rest of your life, you're gonna ask yourself "could there have been a better way?"Quote:
Originally Posted by psychocat