What do I do???

Stick with the program kiddo. You seem to have a few issues and they are not going to go away by themselves. You therapist has a my way or the highway attitude but right now that's probably what you need. Quitting weed is not like quitting heroin, it's not that tough. With everything you have going on getting high is only going to complicate things. You can do it and it will lead to a better person in the long run if you get a handle on things like depression and eating disorders. Once you have a handle on things, then you can decide if you really want to get back in to smoking weed. Odd are you startred because you were depressed or had a bad family life or tough time at school or whatever, doing drugs to escape your problems never works unless you do enough to kill you.

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Originally Posted by sticktoit

yesterday was and will be the last for me for a while..but not forever!

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But not a while, either!!!

A year is next to forever. A month is a while. The only reason I stopped smoking, for a little while, is because I have a lit cigarette.

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Originally Posted by BabyFacedAbortion

I'm going to guess you're between 13 and 17; just a vibe. Which means you have very little control over yourself now, because by going into any psychological program, you give yourself up to your doctor and parents. You now have to abide by all the rules they tell you, including smoking pot. You probably know that by now, but you need to seriously think about it..if you don't WANT to quit and you don't WANT to get better, then you won't and you might as well get out of the program now and save some money and time, because you will just get back into it. I'm a recovered bulimic and SIer. Take it from me, I know how you feel.

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i am actually 20 yrs. old!!!!!!!! i still live at home but my rents dont control my life. i do!!! its jus that i have so much shit goin' down in my life rite now and i usually make "inapproriate" choices and end up wit my foot in my ass. so i am tryin' to do rite this time and get " real" help, from professionals that know how to deal wit the shiznit i am going through rite now. i have a lot of shit on my plate rite now thats gotta be addressed...not just shoved back and forgotten about...if u know what i mean by that! u say ur a recovered bulimic and SIer...well i am tryin' to recover from my ed and i also SI....which is a bitch doin' both ed behaviors and SI behaviors...what a mix, as u should know! they dont combine very well. i am actually lookin' into goin' IP for my eating disorder...yea i really want the help and need it at the same time! only been IP once before for the ed and i fuked that up! so this time...if there will be a this time...i really wanna go into the program and bust ass and come out a semi-different person...cuz i know it can't do it all. so thats where i am with this shiznit!!!! thnx for the comment....it was nice to know that i'm not alone wit the ed...well that sumone else on this board knows about it...thats what i mean by that statement!