Your First Time

is it normal for the first few times to panic?? someone said not to let that scare you away, you think its normal for it to be scary the first times????/ i have anxiety problems so im worried i shouldnt do it

The first time getting high then its not out of the normal to panic for some reason, you simply aren't used to the high and certain things, like getting caught, might freak you out a lot since your really high.

If you worry you shouldn't do it, don't do it. Your worries won't stop just cause you're high, and if you keep worrying that will just cause you to flip out.

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Originally Posted by Trichocereus Panza

My first time:

I was freaked out about trying it so my friend took me out to the middle of this field where no one was around. I had decided to start smoking so we bought a bong for me, we blazed it in the field, and I remember I was so nervous lol.

Then the magic kicked in. I was looking at my hands and started noticing the stoned feeling I had never felt before. My friend was lighting all the bowls for me, I think we used a bong b/c I was afraid of harsh smoke or something. I finished a hit and I guess he was feeling stoned because he asked me to look up, like "Just look at the trees dude."

I looked at the tops of the trees swaying around the perimeter of the field, in the middle of this gorgeous hazy summer day, pure blue sky and perfect weather. I was so fucking amazed, this was my first stoned experience and I'm so glad thats what I was looking at. It felt like I finally noticed for the first time what a beautiful world we live in, like the beauty is RIGHT HERE and yet for some reason I had been missing it.

The rest is more hazy memory, we walked through the field and I felt like a desert nomad, I felt like I realized there is no free will, I had lots of philosophical thoughts and I felt like I couldn't speak. When we sat down again on a boulder, I couldn't stop staring at this single beautiful flower standing up straight in the sunshine, it became my whole reality, it was fading in and out of existence and I had no idea who I was or what I was doing. All I knew was how awesome it is to be alive, and I have never forgotten that moment. Especially the trees I first saw when I looked up, and that crazy flower.

I feel like this experience changed my life in ways I can't imagine.

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i've had experiences like that man. there is more beauty in this world than 1 imagine... the trick really is finding it.

I unno sometimes now even I get panic attacks, I unno why I aint scared it just happends. Anyways a panic attack as long as you dont freak out can kinda add to the expiriance in a weird way, it makes feel weird is guess is the only way to decribe it. LOL. Usually happends when I lone stone or when Im with new ppl Ive never toked wit before or if im doing alot and I mean alot of physical work when Im blitzed

I guess people are different is all. I've never had a panic-attack while high, and I've talked to police officers high.

Ya im fine with the panic attacks, at least i think they are. But im fine to be talking to cops or who ever, i dont like fuckin tweak the hell out.

The first time i got high was the most intense time i've experienced. Infact, its the only time id call the feeling "intense".

I had smoked 4 times previously with no effect, so this time i made a serious and concious effort to make sure i was inhaling deeply and such. Since i had had no luck before, i figured i might not have been smoking enough, so i went at it and took about 10 hits in a row. Also keep in mind that this was the kind of weed that sticks to your hands when you touch it. It hit me all at once and my legs felt completely numb. When i was walking around, it didnt feel like my feet were even there, and i had to re-evaluate how to walk.. i sort of had to will myself to walk, rather than physically make myself. Once i started walking, it was automatoic, id have to make a concious effort to stop. sound kept cutting in and out, and everything was visually REALLY slow (i dont mean in the usual way when your stoned, i mean, fucked up slow). Everything was just kind of bobbing around as well and i wanted it to end. I didint panic or anything, but it wasn't fun.

The second time was fantastic though, and if been a fan ever since. Nowadays the effects are no where near as pronounced, and its far less physical for me, and much more mental.

the first time i got high was the second time i smoked becuz i the first time i

smoked i only had like a 1/4 inch long roach between me and my best homie

but anyway this is what the first time i got high was like:

i was at my friends house and his brother was in high school and had all the hook ups so i ask him to get me and his bro a 20 bag (which i paid for by the way) so me my friend and his bro go out to his shed cuz his parents wurnt

thur and he rolls this big ass joint and the rest is history well not really so we

light up in his shed and we do a puff puff pass and my friends bro bogarted it

but i didint mind cuz he got it fo me and any way whur sittin on this picnic

table in his shed passin it around and his bro was supprized that i wasint

coughin my gutts out cuz it was my first time then i really started feelin high

as fuck and then i said "i think i might of had a heart atact before" then my

friends bro says y? then i say "well my arms hurt really bad before" that was

some funny shit that day then we decided to go in side and my friends bro

tells us not to smoke any more cuz his ant is comeing to pick him up for work

(cuz he got his lisence takin away for smokin in his car) so whur all like ok we

wont smoke any more so we go in my friends room and he automaticly locks

the door and says "gimmie the weed" so i give it to him and im like i thought

ur bro said not u smoke any more and the he says well my bro aint gotta no

so then we git out his little sherlock pipe and start smokin the roach that was

left over then of course his bro smells it comes runnin in and beats the shit

out my friend who can normally kick the shit outa him but he cant fight back

at all when hes high so then he drops the pipe and the whole time im just

sittin thur laffin my ass off at him kickin my friends ass then his bro goes

away and me and my friend r panicing looking for the roach wich we looked

for for and about 30 mins and a few months later we realize that the roach

just burnt up wile he was gettin his ass kicked so the we go look for sometin

to eat cuz we whur hungery ass fuck and we found the holy grail of

munchie food CHOLATE ICE CREAM damn i thought that that was the only

food i ever wanted to eat again then when we whur finaly dun we went to

his computer room and start tryin to figure out how to git on the comp but

we couldint figure how to turn it on so we go to find some more food then we

went back to the computer room but on r way we git lost and end up in his

bath room (dont ask me how) so we start lookin at r selfs in the miror and

the we couldint stop laffin damn it wasso fuckin funny so then we found the

computer room and sitt down and then his bro comes in and say that he is

gonna leave for work in a half hour and asks if we will be ok and we whur

both like then i being the smart one at the time think i wasint that high at all

sad "will be iight man dont worry im not as think as u stoned i am" and

imediatly they both start laffin thurs asses off and im like what the hells so

funny? so my and my homie decide to go git some more to eat and his bro

turns on his stareo like really really loud and pounds on some heavy metal and

im like wooh cuz i actualy think im in the middle of a race track wit cars racin

all around me and thats all i can remember

sorry about the long read!