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k guy, your on a drug forum so im pretty sure ur not against doing drugs. k dont be doin this everytime you go out with her do this just at first. #1 dont smoke weed, because if your like me and get nervous which u said u did, weed will only make you more nervous and even worst you will think almost every reaction she has to you is against you. k now what you should take. take like a low dose of oxys or codein or alcohol or some other depressant these will help you relax, be in a better place and be yourself. DO NOT take a stimulant these will make even more anxiety and nevousness. and dont tell her you took anything even if shes cool with drugs it just sends a bad message. do this till your comfortable on your own and dont get addicted.
this will work but only if you want it to so good luck
approvals and disaprovals
O and that "Be yourself" adivice ya FUCK that. alright if YOURSELF isnt working change. i know it sounds drastic but it will work. just try and pick up what there taklin bout i was in sorta the same situations ur in now. i was ya sorta isolated in grade school like i had friends n shit but not like a ton. so when i went to highschool i changed my entire personality because i didnt like myself before. so just pick up what your friends are talkin about and no matter what dont act or be smarter than your friends. and play dumb to things like computers and video games n shit like that
so in short dont be yourself go with the crowd i know everyone says be indepentant n things like that but people like other people like themselves so remember that