Ayahuasca changed my life...

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Originally Posted by thcbongman

From what my friend tells me, you can get a whole bag of weed for dirt cheap, and it's potent stuff :p Also I want to try the cocoa tea, a peruvian speciality.

I swear, when my south american friends talk about their countries, I get green with envy, it just sounds gorgeous and beautiful to live in, despite all the violence.

Hopefully if everything works out, I'm going to visit one of my friends in Argentina. All he told me was to bring $5,000 and I could live like a king.

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Niceee. I love the cocoa tea. My grandma always makes sure to bring some back. It's pretty tasty with some honey and works kind of like coffee, but more pleasant than caffiene. Also, Nochowder, great to hear about the whole anger thing.

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Originally Posted by thcbongman

The ingredients are all available online at places that sell ethnobotanicals, you have to make it yourself, that comes with half the fun.

If you won't help yourself with depression, ayahusaca won't as well. It takes you to the door, but in the end, you have to walk through it.

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Everyone I have seen about my depression have said that to get better I would have to take medications, but the problem is, I researched these med.s and personally I think the side affects can cause more problems than the reason why your origanly taking it. My father takes antidpressents and he seems emotionless, it's like he is acting out the emotion appropriate for the moment but he's not truly feeling it at the time, and personally that scares me. I've told him that the way anti-depressents afect him outwardly seriously scares me, but he just ignored me and told me I needed to stop smoking pot and take anti-depressents. All the doctors said that marijuana would seriously cause my condition to get worse, but from what I've experianced weed has helped me more than any doctor has with this and my ADHD and anxiety.

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Originally Posted by hello3pat

Everyone I have seen about my depression have said that to get better I would have to take medications, but the problem is, I researched these med.s and personally I think the side affects can cause more problems than the reason why your origanly taking it. My father takes antidpressents and he seems emotionless, it's like he is acting out the emotion appropriate for the moment but he's not truly feeling it at the time, and personally that scares me. I've told him that the way anti-depressents afect him outwardly seriously scares me, but he just ignored me and told me I needed to stop smoking pot and take anti-depressents. All the doctors said that marijuana would seriously cause my condition to get worse, but from what I've experianced weed has helped me more than any doctor has with this and my ADHD and anxiety.

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See, I should be one of those with ADHD, and anxiety. I know i'm afflicted with both, and I have anxiety attacks from time to time, but I refuse to let these labels control my life. I refuse to take pills I know won't do me any good. I taken them. All it does is make you gain weight, and you feel like a zombie? How does this exactly help with depression? It simply doesn't.

Who's to say ADHD is a bad thing? We see and feel in ways the "normal" people don't. We pay attention to the details. We have empathy for our fellow man. We think in a way other people can't. I feel drugging up people to put them down is not the solution.

Psychedelic experiences can open your mind, and see yourself from within yourself. It's hard to describe, but it opens your mind in mysterious ways, unlock your deepest thoughts, and desires. It can take a toll on your mind with frequent use, but I wouldn't take back a single experience, because the perception of how I saw life evolved from those experiences.

Exercise is just as good remedy for depression and anxiety. Great for your body, builds up self-confidence. Change your outlook on life, think positive, even tho life doesn't always work out that way. Meditate, it's great to learn to control focus and clear your mind. You just have to do little things to change the big picture.

When you were under this stuff...was it really intense? Like salvia-intense? Was it uncomforable at any point, any euphoria?

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Originally Posted by phoenix

Wow, that's pretty crazy...glad it helped you out man.

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jesus christ man, your AV nearly gave me a full on acid flashback, FUCK!!!

awesome story, i've always wnated to see hallucinations like that. congratulations

yeah, it's DMT. You can make it out of some reasonably standard household materials actually. Weird shit, be careful with it. It's not REALLY a recreational drug.

I made a thread like this the next day after I tried it too...but it got deleted within the minute! :)

Aye I can relate to the experience as well..it was very much just like that.
I felt a great sense of responsability and caring for the planet...

Good stuff man, I'm happy to hear you tried it !!


I highly consider this entheogen a revolutionarist

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YEAH SON!