loosing my mind on a ride to mushroom land

The first time i did shrooms it was great. I felt pleasurable, almost as if on E. I was with two other friends, one of whom was also shrooming, we were all blazing. We are at one of those cheapie motels with free porn channels and movies. I remember we were watching tv ( i wasnt watching at this particular moment but i was laying down looking at colors appear on the ceiling) and all of a sudden i heard a weird, quick series of noises and started laughing my ass off!! Then i looked at the t.v. and it was that crazy gideon commercial, it was fukin hilarious.
I was so excited about having enjoyed shroomz so much, i couldnt wait to do it again, and i did the next weekend, my friend whom had also enjoyed it with me that night wasnt down to do them because he was tired, so i was like ok fuck you then and i did them myself. Big mistake. I was laying in my room trying to have a good time watching dead man on campus. I was alone with my thoughts, uh-oh. So began the bad trip and my mind thinking scary thoughts at a very high and fast rate. Ever since then, i have done shroomz two other times, and they were not very pleasant. I hope that if and when i do them again, it will be an interesting trip. Oh yeah, that first time i did them with my friend in the motel, Our other friend went to go get something from jack in the box, and left us alone in the room. I changed the channel to one of those porn channels and it was this girl stripping for the camera. I remember looking at her and IT FELT LIKE SHE WAS IN THE ROOM STRIPPING FOR US!!!! Also, i remember i went downstairs to get sodas from the vending machine and i needed change for a $5 from the clerk.. I remember the money looked so funny!!! I went to the vending machine and it had a big picture of a soda can on ice and it had drops of water all over it, suddenly the drops of water started moving all over the place and all i could do was stare in amazement. That first time having done shroomz was the best for me and i regret havin done something stupid like doing them myself.