LOSING HOPE.....

Play some video game dude they take your mind off of whatever is making you depressed, or else just hook up with some friends and do something fun. Drugs aren't always the answer, and sometimes once you've been on drugs for a while its nice to just chill out and take a break its hard for a short time but then you'll feel better, your mood will be more elastic (meaning that you may get really depressed but usually you'll just bounce right back to normal whcih is harder to do when on drugs) but anyways just take it easy, maybe start a project or something! I built a new computer to pull me out of my depression from my parents getting divorced and it worked great! Oh well I hope you feel better soon.