I know. I'm a terrible person for ignoring MJ for so long. I could be the anti-christ.:jointsmile:Quote:
Originally Posted by ironroughneck
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I know. I'm a terrible person for ignoring MJ for so long. I could be the anti-christ.:jointsmile:Quote:
Originally Posted by ironroughneck
11 days in the last 33 years.....jail is a bitch!:mad:
Have a good one!:jointsmile:
I don't really think so; the high isn't just weaker, but very different. When I was a nubie to smoking, for about the first year, weed gave me the most powerfully psychadelic experience of my life that far surpassed any hallucinogen. I would get high, throw on some music, and fly off into a blissfull heaven of pyschadelia that was out of this world. Now, and after that 7 month break, it was still "yep, I'm high. Feels good". There's just no way that the difference between my original experience and my current experience is just a matter of mindstate; especially since I expected to have the original experience upon returning. Weed was a POWERFUL hallucinogen of insane pleasure for me back in the day.Quote:
Originally Posted by flyingimam
Only when in hospital have I gone without...30+ yrs smoking
true, i can agree according to my own experience. but what i meant was this very same thing, in our mind, we compare the high and thus we feel not as high. thats my point about psychological part.Quote:
Originally Posted by Gandalf_The_Grey
I too used to be thrown off with some music and be in truly a separate place, but then i burned the damn fuse! lol
was this your first major break?
First of all, to the OP, im gonna ask what I think reefer rogue was trying to ask. What is the reason for your long break, if you don't mind. Just curious, is it military or something?
Secondly, I think the effects of getting high are altered by your state of health, and state of mind. Like, I think dopamine levels or whatever, your happiness levels effect your high. If someone is depressed, smoking won't do as much for them, just make it worse probably. Also if you have some kind of chronic illness or injury it may take your mind away from the effects.
I also have a theory of connection with libido in some way. I can't go into detail because I haven't pondered it much, but I think once that drive is lost, or constantly overused...your effects may lesson.
I certainly don't enjoy smoking as much as I used to because I get cramps in my stomach which kinda ruin the fun. Im working on detoxing my body right now in hopes of fixing this problem. Im on day 1 of 5+ days of fasting, food and marijuana. So hopefully in 5+ days, ill be able to come in here and say 5+ days. :)
2 days so far.
I have been dry the last two days.
It sucks but on Monday I get an 1/8th. I'm never dry either, this is a first in a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time.
But I guess there is one positive, my tolerance may shift a little and that first hit out of my bowl will be that much sweeter.
Me? in military? u must be jokin! lol however, i dont mind having stewie's type of world domination ideas!! :D:jointsmile:Quote:
Originally Posted by Algag
no but seriously, I became a daily and heavy smoker for about 2 years from 04 to 06 and in that time as u might imagine, i kinda missed lots of other parts of my life due to this newly found obsessive behavior. long story short, i fell with the wrong crowd n stuff and kinda left school doin min wage job and living the young/single person happy/party life.
Then I got back to school in the same status and got suspended due to bad grades for 1 semester and that was what burst my bubble , i came to my senses, cut all the crappy people from me and just quited smoking, and swore to leave it that way until i get my BS degree with as many As as i can.
So I'm trying really hard to stay on my promise, and although an occasional smoke here or there wont hurt, i know my obsessed ass will be wanting more after getting in bed only once!
so i kicked it as a "habit" and would like to keep it that way until i can get a real life and job.
plus: due to what i did for 2 years and what i planned to do afterwards, I'm on a very limited budget right now provided by my family for basically gas and school and thats it! I dont even work, but I'm taking like 18 credits as a sophomore this semester and have had a steady flow of mainly As and some Bs as grades comin on my record since then. also I cant grow in my family's residence. so as u see, i'm better off not smoking now, until i get my degree find a job, find a secure way to beat my drug tests, and start making bigger $$$ so i can OWN a place of my own. long way to go and a rough one, but I'm already in it and must finish it! u can say i myself admitted myself to my family's rehab lol and accepted the terms to get thru this phase of my life!
50 more credits to take and I intend to do it as fast as I can, taking 21 credits next semester perhaps and getting as many mini-mesters and summer classes as possible to be done hopefully by jan 2010 or at latest in by summer 2010. get hired on the spot with $60k plus a year the first year and i will be set!
Thats cool man. I'll be starting college soon, and I don't plan on quitting, but cutting back a bit yes. College is definitely more important though. Its good to get your life settled, and then enjoy your time afterwards.
its been about a month now due to probation and its horrible, well actually it was about a month till today and it was great.:jointsmile: