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i think about life problems and stuff. Like tell yourself there are three things in the whole world you can have and try to figure out what you want, then ask if thats what you REALLY want. Example: I want a million dollars. Then ask, wait... really? hahaha I guess you have to be high to know what I mean. Or maybe you have to be me to know what I mean.
i think... yesss its off to imaginary land where i can just be inside my head and not have to deal with all the bs in this world.... or i think about projects im working on, helps me think and see things from different perspectives...
Most of the time its about life in general or what ive been doing lately...
But lately its been bad...
Every time I smoke I get really depressed lately like when im high I feel as if I am lower than dirt and dont deserve life (Theese are NOT suicidal thoughts) but they are pretty fucking depressing...
Anyone know a way to change this?
Usually just random shit, school, or funny times.
You really get to know people when your high, if you are listening to them.
remember that there will always be better times ahead of you... what works for me is listening to some of my favorite musicQuote:
Originally Posted by Squiggle
After a session the other day I was thinking about if my future grandchild tries to dig up info about me as a person how weird it would be if they do a bunch of research online and find my old posts here. ykwim?
Maybe i should leave them a nice message. Or mess with them and leave clues about where the 'gold' is buried.
It varies. Most of the time I'm just glad its come to the end of the day and I'm finally doing what I been thinking about all day. I usually just space out listening to music.:hippy:
im usually outside, on this dope ass rock across the road in a nice big like 3 acre field. and when im high i lay down look up at the stars and wonder of someone else way out in the universe is doing the same thing. And yea the field thing prolly sounds like something a hippy would do.