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one year ago i was in a bad relationship and actually thought it was going somewhere, now im single and looking(which in a way kinda sucks)
one year ago i had no idea what i was doin in college, had no direction. Now its much clearer.
one year ago i kept to myself and didnt feel like associating with anyone except 2-3 people, now i try to see my friends as much as possible.
i hope things get better for me
one year ago i had it all figured out, i knew everything that was going to happen from that point on out in my life, at least the major things.
now everything is different.
I reALLY LIKE THIS THREAD... a wise poet once said ~I can some up life in three words..it goes on~
This IS a good thread.
One year ago I was in shock after getting arrested for the first time- 2 felonies- and I couldn't fight them because of my grow operation
One year ago my family was ashamed of me- they didn't know the truth behind my arrest
One year ago I was ashamed of myself for being in that situation to begin with
One year ago I was living with someone who was more child than man, resenting him and hating myself for my inability to leave
One year ago I was running away from all my problems by stopping for a 6 pack on the way home from work and finishing it by dinner time
One year ago all the friends I still talked to were only drinking buddies
One year ago I was hiding so much from my family and the friends who cared enough to tell me that my lifestyle was unhealthy
One year ago I was digging myself into debt and didn't care
One year ago I was so depressed that I acted in self-destructive ways, crawling into a bottle and then taking my Ninja up to the mountains where the roads are so steep and twisty that you can see your life flash before your eyes around every turn
One year ago I didn't understand my parents at all and pushed them away
One year ago I was in therapy but not listening- it helped but would have helped more if I had actually participated properly
One year ago I was looking for chemical solutions to my depression
Now it's getting better- I'm talking to my family and reconnecting with old friends, I'm listening more, I'm off antidepressants, I have become more patient, I'm taking control of all the shit that was dragging me down, I have a partner who is supportive and strong, I see a happy future, and I don't drink any more.
I wish I had all that time back but I know not to fall into the same traps again.
Lets see....
one year ago...
I really want to write something dramatic..but I just dont have anything..
only thing that has changed is my marriage...which is now done...other than that...I was much happier at this time last year...right now, I am walking around in a proverbial haze from day to day...I am really starting to hate it.