Feeling nothing

if you find a way to counter it by some way, please share. i don't like going through those periods... it usually leaves me and the wife very distant...

at those times i'm content to just sit in my chair and stare at the wall/computer screen all day... or lay in bed and stare at the ceiling... days pass so slow when it happens =/

Of course your not a bad person. I'm like that sometimes. I've seen a hell of alot of violent shit in my time and sometimes i dont care and sometimes i do. I think it depends on the situation for me, i dunno but i try not to let it bother me. I might come off as a selfish prick sometimes but meh, i want to be happy. I just try to think of it as not being so much my problem.

Same your way- I'd like to find a way to avoid these funks; somedays I think "Why bother really living?" but I always remind myself that I have a given number of days per month that I'm going to feel this way for maybe 2 days at a time, and it'll subside. I'm not suicidal, nor have I ever been and probably ever will, it's just those thoughts pass through.

I thought toking would help, but at most it made a tiny dent. I know how you feel about the whole distancing thing... I have a few set of friends in random places that I went from seeing every day to seeing maybe 4 times a month. I think they get pissed, like they think I'm abandoning them, but that's not it at all.

EDIT: I once felt like this a few weeks ago, and I spent (I shit you not) 3 hours simply staring at myself in a mirror. Just because. It was odd.

LIP- People give me shit sometimes because a 'tragedy' occurs on the news, and everyone's like "Can you believe this?!" and I'm like "Eh" if it's one of those days, and they give me a look like "WTF you dick."

i just ignore the people like that... i mean even fi you ignore the void part, most everything people freak out about, happens nearly daily... i mean you can only see/hear/feel/etc something so many times before it just becomes an everyday thing and it has no effect on you what so ever...

but yeah i get in 'trouble' alot too... i can't make myself care and i don't like to lie, so i never try and fake emotion about something someone is telling me or anything... i usually just have a blank stare and say "ok?" "and....?" or "so...?"

come to think of it, i ain't had one of these episodes in awhile... which can only mean two things, one's coming up, or i'm through with them for good... but i highly doubt the latter as i'm already feeling it mildly (could just be that i'm tired tho)

i bet you sometime in the future this 'disease' is gonna have a name, and 10 new pills to take care of it... all of which, none really work... i just can see it now...

commercial shows some guy in a solid white room with just a door, sitting in the corner facing the walls... "do you lack motovation? do you face periods of no emotion? well then talk to your doctor about _ _ _ _ _ _ _... side effects may include rectal bleeding, sleeplessness, restlessness, sleepiness, dizzyness, diahreah, heart burn, cancer, aids, genital warts, hemoraging, stroke, heart attack, penis shriveling, headaches, naseau, depression, unexplained fits of anger, dry mouth, unpleasant taste, diabetes, paralysis, premature birth (whether you're pregnant or not) herpes, blindness, congestion, itchy eyes, runny nose, or tooth decay, and in some rare cases, DEATH. so get back to your life, talk to your doctor, and get strated on your new life today."


ok well i'm off to bed.

Well at least I won't have to worry about the penis shrinking part :P

EDIT: I'm off to bed too- Gotta work night shift tonight :(

Slip is that bit real? If so -christ.

That's odd, when I went to sleep I was feeling nothing, and I woke up and I feel great :)

WHY DOES IT DO THAT?!

i dunno i kept having weird ass dreams bordering on nightmares last night.. (part of it was some weird ghost thing was making me play on the computer and then he jumped up on the desk with a condom hanging out of his ass, and shit/pissed all over the keyboard and mouse and still made me play on it.. i'm not shitting you either, that's what happened right before i woke up)

no lip it's not real o.0

well, sometimes I have no feelings. Ive fought and hurt people badly before and laughed about it cause they fucked with me and my friends..Other days I sit and cry about nothing. Dunno why.

I keep having dreams about getting banned from this site! And every time, it's for the same thing!