Yeah. It's like good pain. Feels awesomne.Quote:
Originally Posted by Jimbob1310
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Yeah. It's like good pain. Feels awesomne.Quote:
Originally Posted by Jimbob1310
god damnit having it pisses me off so much, cause i know that its gunna be like this forever and i try so hard to stop. oh well what can i do.Quote:
Originally Posted by Matt the Funk
lol though, its funny how i posted about this and a few other people are like "oh shit i thought i was the only one who had this"
I think the word you guys are looking for is "gratification". The problem with this gratification though is that is never satisfies, as in giving you a relaxed feeling like you've gotten something out of your system, or had your fill of a delicious food, or had an orgasm or whatever. Feels great.... but you gotta do it again, always.
I thought I'd mention that yesterday I had a really really deep, 45 minute unbroken meditation, which I haven't done for a while. Since that session I've had WAY more emotional and mental control and can control the hairpulling 100% (for now).
i do this so often
im glad to see a threat about it