Depression whilst smoking?

i love u guys :D

Everyone around me grows while I seem halted in time. Yeah, Greenport. We understand.

"The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity" - Old Saying

I find working hard helps depression, boredom, etc. Depression cant catch you if keep moving. gotta set goals, get educated, get into a career that you will enjoy.

You can't stop time, it's sad..it's a part of life..

You'll make it dear friend...

Some advice I forgot to add. You should start working out if you don't already, like birdgirl said it's good stuff. Maybe start playing guitar or something too. Find a good hobby, maybe something you could do in conjunction with smoking.

15 is a superb age to be, so many mistakes to make, so much fresh stuff to do and see. I'm 40 as of last month, I've seen a bit, I'm a little jaded and weatherworn now, but I'm cool with that. Now my dad left when I was 8, since then I figured I didn't need him. It's only now I have my own toddlers I realise I have a gap in my psyche where events with him should be. Ce la vie.

You've got to make your own path in this world if there is no longer somebody there to show you the way into manhood, it's sink or swim time brother.

I think you've got to look inside and ask yourself for the truth-what do we really want out of this life we've been given?

You were a winner at conception.
Out of the millions, you crossed the line first, keep that in mind- I find it helps.
Find what you love and be true to it.

i sometimes wanna be a kid again. good ol days of playing with action figures and climbing trees. a good solution is to do something every once in a while that you enjoyed when u were a kid. every now and again ill watch an old cartoon i liked or climb a tree. its fun

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Originally Posted by Greenport

When I smoke I think alot. and the last time i smoke I couldent stop thinkin about how fast I grew up and my perception of my future was grim. I know im not that old yet but what if, when I was younger I hadnt wished to grow up so fast? What if I could just go back and experience the innocence of being a child just 1 more time? Iv been wondering about this alot and its got me in a depressed like state.. I dunno who to talk to so I thought Id post it here since you guys are very nice and helped me in the past.

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I know exactly what you mean... I've been getting crap like that lately... it sucks but if you think positive, and make any changes you think may help in your life then you'll start feeling better! It all has to do with stress!

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Originally Posted by thecreator

I know this might sound harsh but , you shouldn't invest your happiness in the actions of others. Your just setting yourself up for a lifetime of despair and misery.I only want to help man........good luck though I know you'll see that soon enough.

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What do you mean? My whole environment is based on my + other people's actions. My environment is what make me happy, sad, depressed, angry or w/e. I don't get it.