LOL i don't know where you got that idea from <.< maybe to the ladies >.> but seriously lmao i dunno where you got i'm always nice from, nice sentiment, but i don't think i can agree :pQuote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
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LOL i don't know where you got that idea from <.< maybe to the ladies >.> but seriously lmao i dunno where you got i'm always nice from, nice sentiment, but i don't think i can agree :pQuote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
Reading this thread I just realised I'm now out of weed and I have no money... I don't even know when I start my new job yet, the EMA (people who pay me money for going to college) took me off the list for no reason, lol. So, I have to see some guy and get back on that mofo, coz they owe me some money. Being without weed is definately not as much fun as BEING with weed. Oh well, breaks don't bother me. Good to hear you found some bud TG =]
Talullah, really sorry to hear you are suffering.
It's hard when your only source of comfort is unreliable. Have you thought of having advanced hypnotherapy?
I only ask because I had 5 sessions of advanced hypnotherapy recently and it's amazing. It was expensive, but it helps so much that it's completely worth it.
I hope your pain eases, love Jo xx
I feel you. I'm recovering from last bout of chemotherapy and boy it makes you feel like a ticking timebomb of nausea. And honestly weed is the only thing that helps. I been smoking off little donations I get from friends and my brother. I always been the guy that has a lot of weed. Ever since I got sick, I been broke, unable to work, and feel like the world's biggest whore. I'm suppose to be the provider, not the one being provided too!!!!Quote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
Enjoy your buds. :thumbsup:
I keep an emergancy stash for my migraines and panic attacks. I understand where youre coming from, migraines are the worst
next time just put a seed under your pillow and the weed fairy will leave you a dimebag :baggy: :baggy: :baggy:Quote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
look TJ, i can see where you come from and where they come from (kinda feel like the middleman)...lolQuote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
but look.. it appears to me like you use mj to help with other medical issues you have at the time....
but heres where it breaks down (the part others dont see)
medicine is made to "solve" problems, if you have these other medical issues you need to seek a cure for them....and mj is not a cure, it is just covering up the symptoms of it so that you dont have to worry about it for a while.... mj is not used for a cover up it "ENHANCES" life
its not to "just make life happy" or "good" or "better"
you should have yourself to where your happy no matter what... pot just enhances that good feeling, its not meant to "make" that good feeling or make life livable
once again im not calling you a addict, im just saying that your using pot to cover up other medical issues and if you need pot all the time for this than pot is not the answer, you should see other herbal/organic remedies that will fix the problem for good
then enjoy the gift of marijuana
hope this helps,
Ronjohn
man its funny how many people smoke to get rid of headaches??
i have anxiety ,,and it helps that --but as far as headache --sometimes just caughing gives me a head ache....but to each is own
Well I'm on my second day of not smoking and I feel fine. I feel a little more clear headed, and a little more energy. I by no means feel ill or anxious, or grumpy, angry, short fused, whatever. A nice break every so often is nice. It's my firt in about 2 yrs. :p
DAMN dude --what happened --you burn up all that KEIF already?Quote:
Originally Posted by Nochowderforyou
i never expected a nochowderfor u ---to say he's dry
whats happening -
say it aint so
Why do you have my avatar? :pQuote:
Originally Posted by sensistar
I'm not dry at all. I'm just taking a break to lower my tolerance and get my ass out the door and find some work. I have a sweet 1/4 downstairs waiting for me on Friday. And yeah, I burned up that hash already. It's like crack to me man, once I start, I just want to keep going. :p
now that deserves an award...i cant keep it around
it is like crack to me ....just tastes better
Guys, stop giving her a hard time. It sounds like she is one of the many people who actually need cannabis for medicinal reasons, sounds like (almost) everyone else is being all high and mighty, "I don't let the drug control me, how could YOU? MUHAHAHA I AM SO GREAT!". Just relax, look at what she has to deal with:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TMJ
Since cannabis helps with inflamation and various chronic pains, she'd probably feel a bit better if she could get some medicine.
Also, she suffers from these as well: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Migraines
Not sure if cannabis helps with those but it sounds like it may =)
Don't be so hard on her, it sounds like she really does get a great medicinal benefit from it. Now, if someone like me is dry, I have no excuse to be complaining. I feel perfectly normal when I'm not stoned, and as far as I know, I'm healthy. So when the time comes when I bitch on the boards for not having weed, direct your anger towards me not someone who obviously needs the bud =)
okay please allow me to repost from the second page.......Quote:
Originally Posted by Zohar
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look TJ, i can see where you come from and where they come from (kinda feel like the middleman)...lol
but look.. it appears to me like you use mj to help with other medical issues you have at the time....
but heres where it breaks down (the part others dont see)
medicine is made to "solve" problems, if you have these other medical issues you need to seek a cure for them....and mj is not a cure, it is just covering up the symptoms of it so that you dont have to worry about it for a while.... mj is not used for a cover up it "ENHANCES" life
its not to "just make life happy" or "good" or "better"
you should have yourself to where your happy no matter what... pot just enhances that good feeling, its not meant to "make" that good feeling or make life livable
once again im not calling you a addict, im just saying that your using pot to cover up other medical issues and if you need pot all the time for this than pot is not the answer, you should see other herbal/organic remedies that will fix the problem for good
then enjoy the gift of marijuana
hope this helps,
Ronjohn
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dont you see that the bud is not a medicine or need, its just covering up a existing problem......
so please just put your links away and listen to just cause
ronjohn
Look, I have a relative who has unbearable backpain. He relies on powerful opiates (legal perscribed: percocets, oxycotins, etc.) just to be able to go to work and walk. If it wasn't for these drugs, his life would be more miserable then you could possibly fathom. The same applies to our kind friend in this page. If cannabis relieves her symptoms, what does it matter? She very well be dependent on cannabis but if it makes her quality of life better then when she does not smoke (i.e. if she can barely work, can't think clearly, and is always nausous) why does it matter?
Many people smoke cigarretes, yet I don't see you complaining about that. At least cannabis has many health benefits from it's smoking. Lastly, it's her choice, her god given right (whether god approves or disapproves of cannabis is not the issue here, if you believe) to do what she choses with her life. If she wants to smoke cannabis, a medicine (and a recreational drug/plant) why should we come on here and talk negatively to her? It's not like no one else here doesn't smoke more then they should...at least she uses it for more then a way to get high, at least it helps her live her life better. Shame on you for scolding her.
Lastly, you obviously don't know what medicine is for. Since you like links, take a look here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Medicine
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/medicine
To me, it sounds like you don't understand medicine. I'm not trying to sound rude to you, just don't be so rude to her! It's her life, not yours. Let her do what she wishes =) Let's just say, "I hope you get weed soon." instead of telling her that she's terrible and addicted. We're all supposed to be friends, it doesn't sound like her life is spiraling out of control...if it gets to that point then we can all lecture her and bring her out of a rut...right now she's not feeling well and just wants some bud.
Yes, I realize I have medical conditions that would be nice if they could be cured.
However, like I stated before...TMJ is a condition that they really don't know how to fix. They have many things you can try, that cost a LOT of money....and they may not even work, OR they may even worsen the situation.
I have gone to dentists for it..and orthodontists, and they want me to shell out 500$ for something that MAY not even work.
TMJ is a medical mystery...not sure WHAT causes it..may be a number of things.
I even tried to get a doctors note to get health insurance to cover it, because it is a problem affecting my life. I have gone to many people to get help for it, I have tried the natural route..I have got to natropaths and chiropractors and alternative medicine clinics(in fact I used to work at one)..
...nothing seems to help, it just seems to be progessively getting worse. I am constantly trying to put pressure on my right jaw joint to get some relief from the pain, and I can't even put enough pressure on it to even TOUCH the pain.
It is excrutiating constant pain, sometimes better than others. Sometimes I can't even close my mouth all the way...sometimes I have to struggle just to get my teeth to touch.
I really wish I didn't have to deal with it,sure it's not life threatening..it's just a serious pain in the ass that seems to get in the way of everything. Nothing can be 100% enjoyable when it hurts to eat/talk/move your mouth at all.
Weed does NOT make this pain go away, weed only makes me not necassarily care about this pain as much.
..as for the migraines, I have tried many things...I take daily supplements called MigraRelief and sometimes they just happen..and they can last for days. I think they are cause due in large part from my jaw joint being in so much pain and being so tight and tender.
As for the nauseaus...I have always just had a weak stomach and just feel nauseaus....maybe it's all in my head...but weed helps.
Anyway, I might be pretty obsessed and addicted to weed...but I would feel I am for good reasons.
..I could get by without weed...it's just really nice to have it.
I wish I could get my TMJ fixed, I am almost at the point where I want to ask my grandparents for money to try and fix it, I think they would want to help.
I just want to find a doctor who really knows what hes talking about, seems most doctors don't know shit about TMJ.
*sigh*
Sorry for complaining so much....!!!!!!!!!!! I SUCK!
"No I'm not letting the drug control me.
I feel this way because weed helps me not feel this way."
hahaha replace that word with heroine and how many dope fiends have said the same thing i wonder. but seriously. i dont need shit but i like it from everything ive done i dont know how people can get addicted to a goddamn thing. like seriously cant they all just remember from smokers to crackheads just th ink hey i had a life before that wasnt bad. i mean come on if you get addicted to anything you are weak as far as im concerned but i cant speak for heroine addicts...yet.
of course i think it is everyones right to get what they want if they arent causing harm to anyone but themself.
If she uses marijuana as a medicine, then I can see where she is coming from.
All ilnesses cannot be cured, no matter what, so we use modern medicine and cannabis as a medicine to help aid us through life. I'm bi-polar, and there is no cure for a mental illness. Trust me, the therepy I went to for a good 10yrs, and yes, it did help, and I tried going off all meds. to see if I didn't need it anymore. Turns out I just went back into that mental, insane, angry state that I was in when I was put on them. I have a lack of seretonin flow in my brain, and I NEED those pres. drugs to get through my day. Without them, I'd be the guy on the freeway gunning people down.
Not all illnesses can be cured, like diabetes too for example, but there are medicines out there to aid those in need. Some people get the idea that mdedicine is suppose to cure things, it doesn't. Just like cold medicine, it doens't cure it, but it helps you get through your day.
I think you totally misunderstood my point. If you're going through some serious problems, an addiction to anything can cause those problems to get worse. I know we all like to wave the magic marijuana wand and say it's always medicinal but the truth is, it can block a lot of people to seeing, and treating, some underlying condition. Remember, though, that sadness and depression are two totally different conditions. Depression is a numbness to emotion which leads to a decrease in action, if you're sad, it may be okay that you feel sad.Quote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
I was looking out for YOU. Why? Because I care so much that I feel the need to offer my advice, to try to help you the only way I know how. Don't get mad if we don't agree, sometimes people who agree with you aren't very helpful in your life, you know?
On another note, you should have a whole buncha copies of your doctor's notes anyways, just for your own good. I like to see their little notes, you know?
You are definitely not WEAK...Addiction and alcoholism are classified as a disease in case you didn't know. It has to do with genes when it comes to most addictions.Quote:
Originally Posted by suhl
I do, however, underestimate marijuana addition I guess...because I just don't see it around here, but on this site I see it a lot. I'm smoked a hell of a lot of weed and had my run-ins with other drugs...not addicted to really anything..but that doesn't mean others aren't.
LOL...I've done a helluva lot of yayo..but can't understand how anyone could get addicted to it..but people do.
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Originally Posted by graph
I don't know why, but this didn't make any sense to me.
You don't understand how people get addicted to coke?Quote:
Originally Posted by MacWQ33
I have never done coke, but I understand how people get addicted...and have seen it happen many times.
Anyway..I might be addicted to weed...but I can still and HAVE gone weeks with out...not for like...2 months though...but I have..and can...and I was fine..
Just prefer to have it...
still i have to say weakness, you choose to get involved with certain shit that is you. i guess i am just not someonewho gets easily addicted to things so i wouldnt know my dad is an alcoholic and i cant stand the shit, but i dont think he got bit by a mosquito carrying the alcoholism virus, he drank, drank some more, did it some more, at this point somehwere he should have thought iam i becoming dependent on this shit, he either did and ignored or didnt at all, kept drinking, continued drinking, and finally figured he had made a fine life for himself despite being a drunk so hed continue to do so. sure these things can be addictive but fuck they arent all pwerful. and i tried some coke this weekend and cant see how people get addicted to it. it was really fun but it isnt even as noticeable as a weed high. and you cant understand shit you havent done, that is why i say i dont speak for heroine addicts or even coke addicts since ive only done it the one time. alcohol and tobacco though fuck if you are addicted to either of those or weed worst of all take a look in the mirror and just ask is this really how i need to live. guess it isnt that simple for a lotQuote:
Originally Posted by MacWQ33
i also prefer to have weed and could smoke it every day if i had the supply and do when i do. but im not unhappy when i dont. although i tend to sweat the small shit a little more when i dont have it
Sorry I phrased that wrong..I def understand how, but I've never really seen it. People I know been doing it just on the weekends for years and only on the weekend. But....sorry to get off topic....cease the yayo talk.Quote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
So basically you are just saying that weed helps with your illness as a way to justify why you smoke all the time?Quote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
You can look at it how you want.Quote:
Originally Posted by pabloescobar209
I don't need to justify my weed habits.
I don't really care ???
Yes..it helps me....but that may not necassarily by why I smoke? Thats sure not why I started smoking.
Definitily gave me a new appreciation for it.
:(
A long time ago I didn't believe life was boring when you were sober but used to being high. Now I know it's true and it's one of the reasons I hate being sober :p. I finally realized that I just have to be completely cut off from everybody body or anything (except these forums :p) that has to do with marijuana if I want to stop.
i smoke to get high and if i could afford it id do it all the time. not really medicinal for me at all, unless curing anger is a medicine. then man its the best there is.
If you didn't care you wouldn't have made the thread, im not trying to insult you in your previous post you stated that you can will and have gone without weed... and been fine, but that you just prefer to have it. So I came to the simple conslusion that you justify your smoking addiction as a medicine to cope with your illness.Quote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
Man you people are harsh.
:(
just smoke get high and dont feel guilty about it just cause its not a medicine
I don't feel guilty about smoking weed.
Why would I feel guilty about that? I love weed.
You guys are seriously ruining my fun time. What is going on here? We all smoke weed? We all love weed? We all agree on that....what are you tryin' to say to me here? That I am a bad person because weed makes me feel good? Fuck...I'm sorry! Yeah so maybe I am a little obsessed with it, FUCK man whats wrong with that? It's not your life, it's mine..and I am living it how I want and do what makes me happy.
You guys all just jump to your stupid conclusions and judgements when you don't even know what your talking about.
Seriously what is UP...You guys are usually never this freaking rude. Maybe I just touched on a touchy subject or something. Just fuckin' all flip out on me.
What was I expecting though right? Everyone enjoys being mean to people over the internet on forums, why would I have been so silly to think that it wouldn't happen here? Guess ill really think about what I post from here on out.
<3
all im saying is people blame addiction on disease and the drugs when it is really all in their head. dont take that as a negative word against weed. i wouldnt want to hurt her.
I'm not blaming my addiction on anything. I smoke weed because I love it, can you guys not get that into your head? It is just an added bonus that it helps shit that I deal with. That is not why I smoke. :( I smoke because I enjoy it...and I like it..and I fucking want to. Call it what you will, but damn who really cares?
i must be missing something there. i was trying to clarify that i hadnt said anything bad and that a fully advocate smoking every day if you want to. i know you arent ready to have someone say something you cant get made about but damn.
We all love smoking weed and we all smoke it for the same reason. Some to relieve stress after a hard days work, some for glaucoma (sp?), some for cancer, depression, anxiety, or just the pure pleasure of smoking it. The point is we are here for one reason, to smoke and indulge in cannabis. It helps all of us. Don't turn on one another because that is a losing fight.
One person has an opinion on this, the other on that, but we all enjoy cannabis, so isn't that enough? :)
LOVE people.
Tallulah,
please don't be upset by what anyone is saying on here. sometimes people point fingers because they then feel it gives them the moral highground.
follow your own path sweetie xx
I decided to stop smoking while I have an 1/8th in my drawer next to me. On Monday I told myself I wouldn't smoke until Friday. As soon as I said that, I got very very nervous and scared, and wanted to go smoke. I then wondered "OH GOD! What about Wednesday?" (Wednesday is a half day of classes, at which point I come home and toke up on my new glass bong.) I then realized it was me trying to make excuses for me to be able to smoke.
Even though I wanted to, I told myself not to, and put up a little virtual note on my computer that said "If you hit before Friday you fail." That helped, I just looked at it whenever I felt the urge. After about 20 minutes I deleted the note, and haven't had any trouble since. It's only been 24 hours since I said that, and I'm fine.
Tomorrow's Wednesday though... I'll just work on my grow box until my parents get home, that will keep my mind of it. :rofl:
That sucks hard about the mirgranes etc... My post actually wasn't aimed at you in any way, I just figured this was as good a place as any to share my story.
Should I smoke on Wednesday? hahaha.
Well cool...thats good for you. I'm not trying to stop.....haha why would I wanna do that?
Don't post your problems on a public forum without expecting to get challenged, and questioned. some people thinks its wrong to be obsessed with smoking weed, that's just there opinion. You feel the exact opposite, and that's your opinion.Quote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen