Attention everyone. Urgent.

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Originally Posted by blastfast

Caruso, what exactly makes you think that the whole world gives a shit? I don't think that public internet forums are a good place to seek pity, cuz lets face it, you're feeling a bit low, coming on here and announcing your problems, people like you lose track of perspective...you may think you wanting to kill yourself is a big deal, but believe me it's not. If, on that night, you'd just killed yourself, the world wouldn't have stopped for a whole day and mourned in pity...just like it doesn't when everyone else in the world has a problem they've gotta face. suck it up!

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I've just noticed recently you never have anything nice to say. Why not try saying something positive or just dont bother posting at all.

The boards dont need your negative attitude.

Peace. Hope you feel better soon Caruso, just remember nothing lasts - good or bad and you will pull through because you have to, and if anything is ever bothering you dont be afraid to post and ask for advice or even just post to get something off your chest. I'm happy to listen :thumbsup: mwaah! xx

Hey Caruso, I'm glad to hear to you're feeling better. We all get down sometimes but Sensirider is right nothing lasts forever and it will pass. I don't know how old you are but the teenage years were the hardest for me. I thought about it too. Luckily didn't do it. I promise you life gets better as you get older. Man, I didn't even start living til I was almost 30. Dude life is great. How you feel at 17, 18, or 19 is not how you will feel at 25. People go thru a lot of changes in their lives. I hope when you're 30, you'll look back at this and say , Hey those folks were right It's so worth being here. Post anytime on anything, there is always someone here who will talk or listen. Good luck my friend and don't do anything stupid. It hurts a lot of people who are left behind. Trust me , I speak from experience. That kind of hurt lasts a lifetime and you will be missing out on all the good things coming your way in life.

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Originally Posted by SensiRide

I've just noticed recently you never have anything nice to say. Why not try saying something positive or just dont bother posting at all.

The boards dont need your negative attitude.

Peace. Hope you feel better soon Caruso, just remember nothing lasts - good or bad and you will pull through because you have to, and if anything is ever bothering you dont be afraid to post and ask for advice or even just post to get something off your chest. I'm happy to listen :thumbsup: mwaah! xx

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Why can't you just choose, Sensi??? Good or bad? Positive or negative? That's the most indecisive post I've ever seen. Don't post, or even just post?

Ya' Scotty-eyes are a-confusing me. :stoned:

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Originally Posted by beachguy in thongs

Why can't you just choose, Sensi??? Good or bad? Positive or negative? That's the most indecisive post I've ever seen. Don't post, or even just post?

Ya' Scotty-eyes are a-confusing me. :stoned:

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:( **bawls**

Such a cruel world...

Sensiride, that's unfair. Really, i don't have lots of negative things to say, i'm an optimistic person...it's just that when i see people banging on about suicide and titling the topic... "Urgent" ...what the fuck is so urgent about his problems that i've got to urgently look at this thread? Do i not have problems of my own? Sensi, if my pessimism on this one occasion offends you, take a long hard look at the thread.

See? Attention-seeker...plain and simple. No sympathy here.

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Originally Posted by blastfast

Sensiride, that's unfair. Really, i don't have lots of negative things to say, i'm an optimistic person...it's just that when i see people banging on about suicide and titling the topic... "Urgent" ...what the fuck is so urgent about his problems that i've got to urgently look at this thread? Do i not have problems of my own? Sensi, if my pessimism on this one occasion offends you, take a long hard look at the thread.

See? Attention-seeker...plain and simple. No sympathy here.

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No its not just on this occasion, every time I read one of your posts, its negative. Maybe its just a coincidence though and I havent really seen the real you?

Peace
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:( **bawls**

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:stoned: **hugs** ...(yeah, right, I wish.)

Yeah, i was sucidle abut a month ago and tried to slit my wrist. But its ok now, i now meditate and am alot more calm now.

You'll get through it :thumbsup:

killing fuzzy cute little animals is wrong

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Originally Posted by SensiRide

No its not just on this occasion, every time I read one of your posts, its negative. Maybe its just a coincidence though and I havent really seen the real you?

Peace
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Surely not, i'll give you that i can often be cynical, but people like this who assume everyone cares about their problems...vexes me somewhat. It just screams FEEL SORRY FOR ME. I'd have not said anything negative had caruso not presented it in this way, just reminds me of the kind of thing you'd hear from a 15yr old cyber-goth with serious delusional qualities.

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Originally Posted by beachguy in thongs

:stoned: **hugs** ...(yeah, right, I wish.)

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Yeah you do.... hell, who wouldn't? lol.

Anyway Caruso, hope everything is going well for you... life is to short the way it is, so committing suicide isn't going to help matters... just think positive and hope everything turns out well for you! :)

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Originally Posted by blastfast

Surely not, i'll give you that i can often be cynical, but people like this who assume everyone cares about their problems...vexes me somewhat. It just screams FEEL SORRY FOR ME. I'd have not said anything negative had caruso not presented it in this way, just reminds me of the kind of thing you'd hear from a 15yr old cyber-goth with serious delusional qualities.

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I think he told us that in the confidence that he considers most of us friends. Maybe you haven't been around the boards here long enough, but for the most part this is like a big ass pot smoking family. So do I think he was purposely trying to scream out "Feel Sorry For Me?" hell no. If you didn't like what he posted the respectful thing would have been to shut the fuck up and post in a different thread without negativity.

Attention Everyone - Urgent.

That was the title. It even summarises the whole topic....think about it.

This topic has lost its purpose. If anyone wants to know the truth then call me at 478 414 6403

By the way, I'm not suicidal at all anymore, I wasn't even truly then I just considered it more than I ever had before. But now I have to to much left to do. I have at least one nobel prize to win, I have to share with my people my theory about perpetual energy. I have to colonize. I have to lead the revolution. And I have to be remembered. So if you want to be remembered too, you're welcome to join.

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Originally Posted by Caruso329

This topic has lost its purpose. If anyone wants to know the truth then call me at 478 414 6403

By the way, I'm not suicidal at all anymore, I wasn't even truly then I just considered it more than I ever had before. But now I have to to much left to do. I have at least one nobel prize to win, I have to share with my people my theory about perpetual energy. I have to colonize. I have to lead the revolution. And I have to be remembered. So if you want to be remembered too, you're welcome to join.

4784146403

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Man, hope everything's cool, and good luck in all you do.

REVOLUTION!!!

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REVOLUTION!!!

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has already begun
and I am its leader

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Originally Posted by nickx760

ive never understood suicidal people...makes no sense to me.

but anyways, dont kill urself, cause that would suck.

glad ur feelling a little better

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im suicidal, but i will never kill myself.

call me a masochist, i call it morbid curiousity.



i already know, for a fact, my life isnt gonna improve at all, and yet, as badly as i want, nay, need out, i just cant do it...

that morbid curiousity of what happens tomorrow? although i already know it'll suck...


hey... maybe one of you can do me in? :D

nah.. . not going to improve anything... maybe that's why i dont kill myself, to spit in y'alls faces and say FUCK YOU im gonna TAKE what makes my life better...


yeah that'll happen.. i start robbing stores for happyness...


*sigh*

No matter how hard you try, you can't stop us now
No matter how hard you try, you can't stop us now

We're the renegades in this atomic age
This atomic age of renegades
Renegades in this atomic age
This atomic age of renegades

- Rage Against the Machine

Man, to kill yourself would only hurt the ones who love you. Hurt them real bad for life.
Wouldn't do you one bit of good neither.

my phone has not rung yet. one of you must be searching for the answers.

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Originally Posted by Roadking

Man, to kill yourself would only hurt the ones who love you. Hurt them real bad for life.
Wouldn't do you one bit of good neither.

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oh yeah, i forgot about that another reason i cant die... damn people who care about me!!! stop caring about me and let me go in peace! :(


heh not that it would actually help... i just have a lot of shit to deal with, and none the paitence...

welcome to astroworld I hope you all have a really good time. this forum is becoming bizzaroworld, no lie.

im probably the source :P

I got my first phone call just now. They were anonymous. If they would like to step forward, let them do it.

lol, what did they say?

they asked me what I was on, if I was crazy, and what I thought... they asked how long the revolution would take, I said within 6 years, they said they'd call me back in 7

Okay, it was me then. Good luck with the revolution, seek help or call me back if you get sick of trying to make a change. Otherwise, just don't kill yourself and good luck. Still not sure what you're revolting against though.

ps - george bush is out of office in less than 6 years and can't be re-elected, so how is he going to destroy the world..?

Because he is going to set the destruction in motion. And Cheney can still run for presidICK after that. Happy 666 posts.

i'd call ya, but my ears are anti-technology; i cant hear TV, radio, or phone worth shit.

although i can hear CD quality sound/music fairly well, it still comes out as garbled speach to me :(

feel free to chat with me on MSN though :D

I'd call you in a heartbeat, but I'm too conceited to not be the leader. :rasta:

I'm still looking for leaders to lead for me, call me if you'd like to just discuss ideas.

I attempted suicide once by swallowing 64 sleeping pills and it was the dumbest fucking thing I ever did in my life. But personally I think your full of shit because the last thing I thought of doing at the time was posting it on some internet forum. So my advice to you is to umm.....get a fucking life?????

Ok... Caruso, you're a cool guy and all... but do you really think it's intelilgent to post your phone number on the internet for everyone to see? ESPECIALLY with this being a site about an illegal drug and all.... Sounds a little crazy to me. Anyway, good luck with the revolt... but I'm afraid I can not join you for the simple fact that i'm sure my sanity is still intact. If however, I end up going insane, I'll give you a call.... (seriously though dude, is this topic necessary? especailly you posting your phone number.... I really don't think it is... you're a pretty cool guy but if you ask me, this one is a bit over the top...)

over the top is the only way I'm getting everyone to listen

ok i have only two things to say caruso:

first: RETARD

second:BANNED

He's actually pretty cool when he's not going apeshit mania style. -laughs-

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ok i have only two things to say caruso:

first: RETARD

second:BANNED

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You get rid of the ones you fear. You fear them because they have different ideas. You fear their ideas because you know they're right. You fear them because you think they're crazy. If they're crazy and their ideas are right, then if you're ideas are wrong, maybe you're the crazy one (retard).

Two crazy people cannot get along because neither one of them knows they're both crazy.

um, i dunno